When you awoke you were bound to a metal contraption and Kylo was on a chair in front of you, his eyes were tired and he did not have his helmet to hide behind.
"What happened? Why am I not dead?" you asked your voice hoarse and burning.
"You used Dark Transfer to heal yourself," Kylo said numbly, "why did you save her?"
"Huh?" you tried to process what he had meant by Dark Transfer, you'd never heard the term before.
"My mother, why?!" Kylo shouted this time standing up.
"Because she isn't wrong."
A silence hung over the air and you did not take the chance to elaborate he needed to take that how he pleased. She wasn't wrong about trying to fight the First Order, she wasn't wrong there was still light in him - he could take his pick.
"How did you learn to do that?" Kylo changed the subject.
"I didn't learn to, I didn't even know it was called that. Just please let me out of these restraints nothing is going to happen to me now, I'm no-"
"So you've done it before?" Kylo asked he cocked his head slightly and began to pace.
"I healed myself before, once. I was young, it was when..." you didn't want to relive the memory of your childhood captivity but flashed the memory through your mind so he would get the picture.
"Do you realise how immense your force power is to conjure that?"
"Well....when you put it that way..." you regarded him. He was being serious, he thought you were powerful? Is that why he had you bound? Was he afraid you'd hurt him?
That's what is it felt like to give life?? But everything was so dark and I did it by using the dark side so after all why is it so bad? You shook the thought from your head, knowing full well the dark side wasn't what you wanted, you'd saved Leia for a reason.
"Leia and her army lack the mental ability to comprehend the need for balance, no one is truly good in life, if she couldn't see that becoming a grey jedi is the way forward then I don't think she will ever find her way forward," you answered his question from earlier "but what the First Order do isn't right either and she didn't deserve to die."
"She deserved it, just like my father," Kylo said angrily as if it wasn't your right to choose his parents fate.
"Why did you say I love you to me? If you can kill both your parents at will, without even a second thought, how did you find the ability to love me?" you said looking to the floor sadly.
"You think I said that with genuineness? I said it to stop you struggling, you would have killed me and Hux if I hadn't have intervened"
That cut like a knife and your naive heart tried to force the doubt away, pleading Kylo wasn't about to admit it twice.
You played the staring contest for a long while, trying to read each other before you spoke again, "are you afraid of me now Ben?"
"Don't call me that!" he seethed.
"So you are?" you looked down again not baring to look him in the eyes. Not wanting your heart to falter in weakness at the site of him.
"Of course I am not-"
"Then why am I restrained?"
"You're not" the Commander said and you frowned at him angrily he wasn't supposed to have worked you out, you still wanted him, you still craved him, you couldn't help but bow to his will.
You snapped the restraints using the force and pulled yourself off the device.
"What now?" you sighed.
"Now I take you to Snoke and he decides what we do with a traitor-"
"Oh so I am a traitor now?" you said gritting your teeth.
"You took a bullet for the General of our enemy-"
"Surely I'm not a traitor to you though...I stopped your only family you have left from taking a bullet. I could have died for her," you growled.
"And that would be down to your own stupidity. Letting emotions get the better of you!"
"Ren! You really think I am this powerful by bottling my emotions up? No it's because I'm feeling that I didn't fucking die!"
"I'm taking you to the Supreme Leader," he said deadpan.
"Kylo..." you pleaded this couldn't be the last of you and him. You'd be doomed to spend the rest of your miserable life on a miserable ship working for a miserable empire and the only reason you'd stayed was for him.
"You said you were going to kill the General and I."
"Do you know what it feels like to draw power from the dark side like that?" you stared at him in disbelief was he really that stupid.
You loved him.
You sighed, it was over, time for plan B, "she had a very important package to deliver for me Kylo,"
"What?" This caught his attention and for the first time you'd woke he looked at you with interest and not just protocol.
"You think that after all this time of being a pet to both sides, I wouldn't have worked out how to keep myself alive?" you let out a deep breath, "let's just say the Resistance are going to be spending some time trying to fix their technology. I planted a virus on my data pad, they think there's valuable information on there regarding the First Order, so as soon as they plug it in..."
Before you could finish the sentence Kylo had you pinned against the wall, "you expect me to believe you alerted them to our camp to plant a virus? You insolent girl. I'm in charge! I decide to keep you alive or not! You're my pet for me to play with and excuses won't save you from that now-"
"Sumi alerted them! Kylo I was scared you'd never...love me. Every moment I spend in your presence is torture without you touching me," your heart was pounding faster than it ever had. Every word had been true you knew better than to lie to your Commander now.
Your words seemed to strike a nerve in him and he got closer to you placing his palms at either side of your body, still pinning you in place with the force.
He was breathing against your lips trying to keep hold of his impulses, "I'm taking you to Snoke."
"Kiss me," you muttered your last hope for rekindling those words he'd said to you before you'd betrayed him.
"___," he said barely above a whisper.
"You didn't force bond with me for nothing Kylo. Just fucking admit it..." he was making you so angry your voice was shaking tears were imminent.
"You've always been my weakness," he whispered against your lips.
Then be weak for me.
His lips connected with yours aggressively, wanting nothing but to fill you to the hilt with his cock. He'd needed it since you'd left him on the hill and so had you.
You kissed him back with the same need, the need you had held for the past who knows how long. You'd wanted him on the hill and you'd wanted him when he'd given the order to kill Leia, you were infatuated by him and he knew it.
He could keep you, train you but you did not belong to the First Order. True you had rigged the data pad to give the Resistance a huge set back, but once fixed they'd have all the structural weaknesses they'd wanted from you from the start. You'd been saving them piece by piece during your time with the First Order and Kylo hadn't worked that one out...yet.
It didn't matter, all that mattered was you were safe again and above all you were with him.
"You're going to have to be a little more submissive though ____," Kylo said pulling back out of breath.
"Of course...the mighty Snoke," you rolled your eyes.
"He won't be seduced by you," Kylo said.
"I only want you. Ben." you breathed against his lips.
That was all he needed.
A/N
Well guys you're doomed to stay Kylo's pet for good. Sorry to end it so abruptly towards the end few chapters, I was getting the urges to write something different. Namely the triplets AU which I have been none stop writing for some time - this will be posted in the near future - June time.
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