Don't ask me why
I am enduring to the very end
I am holding back the tears
I am holding myself as tight as I can before I break apart
I am trying my best to not forget
I am trying to protect her to the very end
I can remember all the details of her
The way she walked
The way she turned back towards me
How I see her nervous every time she was around me
Her smile, she always shined brightly
Always enveloping her warmth around me
I am sorry to make her cry every day
I am sorry to keep all our memories up to this day
I know she left for a reason
I know I caused pain to her
I am still somehow always smiling when thinking of her
To the end, I want to be in her memories forever
Sometimes I want her still remember me
She's not bad
She's not bad
I hope she doesn't cry because of me anymore
I know I will cause pain to her
I know I will hurt her
So I hope she endures and stays away
Please omit me
I hope she leaves comfortably
I don't want to keep looking for her
But my heart won't listen to my mind
I keep having this regret inside my heart
My secretly hidden heart
My secretly beating heart is always looking for her
I keep wanting to see her no matter how many times I said no to myself
I want to keep seeing her smile in front of me
I want to protect that smile on her face
She's not bad
She's not bad
I believe that
I know that
I try to hide my heart
I tried to hide it deep in my heart for her
I said goodbye to her..... for her
Please put away those tears for me
I can't hurt her anymore
I can't cause any more pain
I can't protect her from all this pressure
She's not bad
It's just I am bad
For being different from her....
Don't ask me why