You wouldn't care if i explained

An Unreal Night

i came in late and saw you
i waved and you smiled
i sat down next to you and you look down and laugh
you see the juice box in my hand and call me a child
we sit there giggling over it
you start tracing numbers and letters on my leg
as we pay no attention to the music we should be singing
you take my pencil
joke around and throw it
i never saw your mood change from pure happiness
i worked up the courage to ask you to come to dinner
you say yes and we talk about all the possibilities
mexican food
even though neither of us like spice
you ask me if i want to kiss in my car
i'm ecstatic
of course i do, i always do

we get to my car
i swear the entire walk i wanted to hug you
when the crosswalk light never changed
you and i stood 4 inches apart shivering in the cold

we pull into another parking space
i push my seat back and you start kissing my face
slow at first
and then harder as your hands make their way
around my body
it was an experience that i didn't think i would have for a while

you play slow songs when we leave
soft, loving, upbeat music
the kind of music that makes you fall in love
and it worked

we finally get dinner and i make fun of your order
rice corn tomato sour cream chicken lettuce
the only things with next to no flavor
we laugh more and i see your sweet smile again
then i brought you to the church and it was all over
you got out of the car said you had fun
and then you were gone
like it never happened
as if it was completely unreal