it's like i'm alone
but i'm with people
inside jokes
and stories i don't understand
never invited
but you tell me we're friends
there was a time we we're once all like family
but i was taken out
it's not my fault that i went through what i did
but when did all of you ever want to help me
there was a time that i needed you
but you pushed yourselves away at the worst time
and blamed it on me
is it really my fault that she convinced me i was alone
trapped me in a toxic life telling me i had nothing
i'm finally living now
but none of you seem to care
or even notice
it's like if a really disappeared
none of you would notice now
but there are people now
i found a new family
even after only two weeks of knowing them
it's endless laughs and support with them
maybe now i just need to accept it
completely move on to my new life
and leave you all behind
because as much as i thought you all loved me
you were never really my family
but they are now
YOU ARE READING
You wouldn't care if i explained
PoetryJust trying to get my thoughts out before they consume me {TRIGGER WARNING- mentions of suicide and self harm}
