i never thought i'd miss what i had with him
but here i sit wondering what happened
he may not have been much
he may have had awful jokes
was shorter than me
and didn't show much affection
but he did care
in fact he cared more than anyone else i've been with
maybe i just miss the commitment
knowing i was someone's first choice
knowing that he'd never get annoyed with me
that he would always listen to what i had to say
and maybe he never really showed how much he loved me
and maybe there were many faults in our relationship
but i almost miss what we had
i almost miss knowing that i'd always have someone
like how i always knew that i would have him
YOU ARE READING
You wouldn't care if i explained
PoetryJust trying to get my thoughts out before they consume me {TRIGGER WARNING- mentions of suicide and self harm}
