You wouldn't care if i explained

Secret

She can't know i was there

but it was one of the best days i've had
when you came and put your arm around me
when we were watching tv
you kissed me like you've never felt love
but She can't know about it

when i left you gave me a high five
your hand lingered on mine and our fingers interlaced
you pulled me closer with your other hand and kissed my face
full of passion
my mother was just on the other side of the door
but we kissed like we were the only ones alive
but She was alive
and She can't know it happened

as i walk out the door you say you'll miss me while we're away
that when we can we'll do this again
who knows how many girls you'll hook up with those two weeks
how easily you'll forget about me
and maybe She'll be forgotten too
like we never even mattered
but even so, no one can know

for months you were always on my mind
and when i think i'm gone you pull me back
i don't love you
you don't know what love is
but you have something around me that's indescribable
but the best for you is for me to forget
to act as though our secret doesn't exist
She'll never find out i promised you
as i die inside hearing her talk about her love for you