You wouldn't care if i explained

Different

you're adorable
you're bright smile lights up the darkness in me
i feel something when i'm talking to you
that you're always there for me
and that i almost need someone like you
but why do i push you away?
maybe i'm too scared to get attached
or i'm too scared of what people will think
you're different
masculine
the strong football player
with a soft side
contrasting my past
of the feminine artists
who were secretly poison
i learn something as i giggle at your stupid jokes
you make me happy
i feel complete when i'm around you
like i don't need people like her in my life
that i need you
everything else is changing
why not embrace this change too
and just see where it takes me
because maybe there's a chance at something
something beautiful
and new
and i can't miss it because of her again