it's almost like i'm in prison
you're watching my every move
i'm never out of your sight
i need to be searched for anything harmful
it makes my head go even more insane
i feel like a dog
being dragged on a leash
because i can't be left alone
people get too scared of what i'm capable of
maybe i'm even too scared
i can't go to the bathroom
without someone following
i can't sleep
without you being there to watch over me
i feel like i'm not only a danger to myself now
i'm a danger to you
to everyone around me
you watch
and step carefully
as if at any moment i'll go off
like a bomb
so i sit
play with my hair
read a book
because i am now arrested
for having a mind a bit too wild
one that ran a little too far away
YOU ARE READING
You wouldn't care if i explained
PoetryJust trying to get my thoughts out before they consume me {TRIGGER WARNING- mentions of suicide and self harm}
