everyone tells me it's not right
that if i love you
everyone will hate me
my closest friend will never support my happiness
if it's with you
i wonder if it's worth it
if all of my friends leave
saying that what we have is horrible
is this really worth it?
but then i see you
and your beautiful short dark hair
contrasting your lovely pale face
i feel myself smile like i've never smiled before
the way i see both of our faces light up
when i walk by you in the halls
i feel the need to stop
and just stare as you walk away
because of how beautiful you are
i notice how when you call me cute
i curl into a ball of happiness
smiling and blushing uncontrollably
i realized why
when everyone tells me no
i say yes
because i've fallen for a forbidden romance
and i have no idea how to stand back up
YOU ARE READING
You wouldn't care if i explained
PoetryJust trying to get my thoughts out before they consume me {TRIGGER WARNING- mentions of suicide and self harm}