"You're fine"
"Nothings wrong it'll be okay"
"Don't complain things could be worse"
It's what they all say
When you try to say that you aren't okay
But they don't see you
They see who you used to be
They don't see the pain
They see the wall that you've put up for them
So pretend
Let them think it's fine
Don't let them see
They'll say you're over reacting
That you have nothing to complain over
And true it may seem as tho it's like that
To you
But take a trip inside my head
And you'll see
You'll find the screaming matches day after day
You'll find the stress that you've caused me
You'll find out what happened to the little innocent girl
That finally turned around her whole life
And set her over the edge
So you think I'm fine
And I'll tell you I'm okay
But take a step closer
To that little innocent girl
See how her eyes lost the sparkle
That they are bloodshot
From the tears of last nights sorrow
See the bags
From the unimaginable restless nights
Where I lay
And think
For hours on end
A deadly combination to say the least
See that her lips have turned
To a permanent frown
And the beautiful voice
Lost it's life
See how you've changed me.
But no
I'll be okay
Because that's all i ever am
Second best
Just okay.
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You wouldn't care if i explained
الشعرJust trying to get my thoughts out before they consume me {TRIGGER WARNING- mentions of suicide and self harm}
