it's weird
how i can recite the entire conversation
of when i told you i wanted to kiss you
for the first time
and i can remember exactly where i was sitting
who was around me
how i tried to hide my smile with my hair
how i looked out at the beach
to avoid eye contact with my family
and my friend asked what just happened
because he could see my happiness radiating
but i can't even accept the fact
that you're not mine anymore
what happened?
YOU ARE READING
You wouldn't care if i explained
PoetryJust trying to get my thoughts out before they consume me {TRIGGER WARNING- mentions of suicide and self harm}
