You wouldn't care if i explained

To a person who's changed

i hope you have a good life
i hope you find happiness
in something that will never be me
i hope you're laughing right now
while i punch the bathroom wall
feeling my hand burn
not only with breaking bones
but of the passion of my anger
you've broken me
i used to think you were the key to my happiness
but you've become the doorway to darkness
that was finally unlocked
and that you pushed me through
i saw who you really were today
when you watched as my face turned red
as my eyebrows turned down
and my mouth began to swear at you
i just wanted you to say a single word to me
but all you did was stand there
laughing
pretending you were trying to speak
but that no words would be released
but that only burned the fire of my anger
it made my swearing louder
my face redder
my fists clench
i've never seen this side of you
but now that i have i'm incapable of seeing another
you've poisoned me
your words used to control me
your smile put me into a trance
your touch sent shivers through my body
but i've seen the smile turn evil
your laugh now mocks and haunts me
and i've been released of the spell you put me in
what was seen today will never be unseen
and for that i will never miss you
i will never love you
i'll just watch from the outside
as your cold heart moves from person to person
mocking what you think is love