you say you're alone
when you knew i was there for you
that the only person there for you was her
while i stood by your side drying your tears
you say you're alone
but pretend you didn't push everyone away
in the end it was easy to see how truly selfish you were
because i was by your side
but i wasn't enough
you knew i'd be the one to ask how your day went
you knew i'd be counting the days to visit you
you tossed aside your best friend for broken trust
and fake love
but you knew that would happen right?
you had to know
you had to know that what you were doing
would end in bloodshed and burned bridges
you had to know the kinds of set backs you started
the war that you set up in my head
i wasn't a good enough friend to you
but she wasdid you know id think about you every day?
i'd ponder what i did wrong in my late night cries
but you knew this would happen right?
please tell me this was part of your plan?
you wanted me hurt and you knew how
tell me you knew
that you always fucking knew
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You wouldn't care if i explained
ПоэзияJust trying to get my thoughts out before they consume me {TRIGGER WARNING- mentions of suicide and self harm}