make me feel like i'm nothing
like i'm not even worth and apology
for everything you've done to me
everything you've put me through
i was convinced that the good parts of our friendship
outweighed the bad
but now my mind has changed
and i never have to see you again
things are better this way
so have fun at the concert
that we were supposed to go to
and the play
that was going to be a present
because i just sit here
and take it when you scream in my face
saying all i've done is ruin your life
making me feel invalid
because i can't handle you anymore
and i can't handle how you make me feel
i've gained the confidence to stop letting you win
to stop blaming myself for all that you've done
because it's not my fault
and i'm a different person now
but you make me feel like the same person
with the same poisonous mind
like there's nothing left for me
nothing left of me
i can't take it anymore
you've grown too toxic
YOU ARE READING
You wouldn't care if i explained
PoetryJust trying to get my thoughts out before they consume me {TRIGGER WARNING- mentions of suicide and self harm}
