You wouldn't care if i explained

What have you done to me?

i can't just keep writing about you
about how much you've hurt me
but you broke me
so what else is there to write about?

i wish i could feel nothing
i wish i could silence the voices
i wish it was as easy for me to just leave you
as it was for you

i want to be done with this
i convinced myself i was done
but somehow i get pulled in
and then pulled apart

i don't know what i've become
someone please save me
i'm drowning
in a pool of my own thoughts and heartbreak
there's no way to pull myself out anymore
please help