Sing For Me

Goodbyes

Ben's point of view

I cant believe her, my eyes flash open as I feel her lips brush mine "What the fuck do you think you're doing?" I scream at her pushing her away causing her to tumble on her stupidly high heels "You are unbelievable did you honestly think I'd  betray Lisa with you......you bitch" she picks herself up 

"Oh come on Ben are you telling me that she makes you happy the little wifey, she's nothing more than a mummsy little shop assistant" fuck me she is worse than that bitch I just left behind she puts on a stupid little sarcastic voice "I bet you make sweet love with the lights out because she's too much of a prude to do anything else, how you got her pregnant is beyond" I walk over to her suddenly finding my feet 

"You know nothing about me and Lisa and how we are together you could never understand" I tell her 

"Were you her first Benny, OH NO........" she yells  "No some sap fucked her and got her pregnant long before you didn't he" she's pushed me too far, I need to get home, I need my Lisa.

I snap at her in pure rage "You want me to compare Lisa with you do you Vanessa, she knows how to love a man, to love ME, and give me what I need, you were just a drunken mistake that makes me sick whenever I think about it, now I told you not that long ago to stay away and leave me and my wife alone and I meant it" I turn and walk away heading outside she follows me 

"Give my regards to your mother Benny" what? I turn back to her 

"What do you know about my mother?" I ask my stomach churning 

"She came looking for you at the college and I thought she would love to meet your wife, be so proud" dear god its all her fault all of it 

"You bitch you told her where to find Lisa, my mother put her in hospital she could have lost our baby because of her, BECAUSE OF YOU" I yell, I go to grab her but think better of it drawing attention I need to get from here need to get home to our haven. I run up the street the fresh air sobering me up a little I spot a taxi coming towards me and flag it down begging the driver to take me home. My head is spinning, throbbing, my eyes hurt, everything hurts.

The Taxi pulls up outside our apartment block Lisa is stood on the balcony in her pyjamas and dressing gown, I stumble out of the taxi, trying to find my money, my phone falls out of my pocket Lisa has been ringing me but my phone is still on silent following the concert oh god. The taxi drives away. She runs out from the building "Ben where have you been I've been worried sick, have you been drinking? where is your mother?" It all suddenly just hits me and I feel my feet go from underneath me, Lisa manages to drag me into the lobby and sits me down on the seats by the lifts "Sweetie what's happened?" 

I start to sob what do I say to her I cant bear to upset her not again "I'm so sorry Lis i'm so so sorry" she grabs hold of me 

"Baby your scaring me now what's happened" I see the fear in her eyes. 

"It was her fault all her fault" I tell her 

"Who, who sweetie tell me please" I look her in those loving eyes 

"Vanessa, she sent my mother to you to spy on us, she was the reason you ended up in hospital" she seems shocked doesn't know what to say 

"I don't get it why?" she asks 

"Because she's jealous, jealous of what we have" she is angry but that defiant face is back 

"What about your mother?" she asks 

"We won't be seeing her again, she's gone" I say sniffing like a child. 

"Come on darling lets get you upstairs" she helps me up and we go in the lift. She looks at me I have to tell her about Vanessa