A reader's diary (Completed)

Chapter 61: THE LAST PART

61

THE LAST LETTER

Tumutulo na ang luha ni Neira. Napansin nya ang isang sobre na nakadikit

sa likod ng diary. Tinanggal nya ito at binuksan. Nakasulat sa likod ng sobre

ang salitang.....MY WILL

Nanginginig nya itong binuksan at sinimulang basahin ang huling sulat ni Renz.

To: MY first love, my only love, my forever and ever peanut....

If you are reading this, it most likely means that I am no longer in this world,

however I do not regret having the operation at all, because I made this choice

not just because you asked me..that's because I wanted to live along with you.

I want to spend more time with you. You will always be my peanut and I will

always be your butter. Wala na sana akong balak na gumawa nito coz I know you'll be crying again.

But I want to tell you my last words.

Can you still remember the first time we met? Alam ko napakaungentleman ng

ginawa ko. Pero hey, gumanti ka naman..grabe nagkasugat pa nga ako sa siko ko nun..

Itumba mo ba naman ako sa bike ko..Pero infairness madalas na kitang napapansin simula

nun.

Inaasar lang kita kasi ang cute mo pag napipikon. Strategy ko lang yun para

mapansin mo. Sorry..Unti-unti nainlove na ako..ayun na tinamaan na ako ng charm mo.

Hahaha. Pero nung malaman ko na mahal mo rin ako..yun na ako na ang pinakamasayang

tao sa mundo. Hinding hindi ako magsasawang sabihan ka ng I LOVE YOU.

Dati naisip ko, bakit ako..bakit kailangan ako pa ang magkaroon ng ganitong

sakit. Bakit kailangan yung puso ko pa ang maging mahina. Na naisip ko sana ibang tao

na lang ako. Until I met you..I suddenly felt so grateful  na sakabila ng kondisyon ko...I found

love in you..You were the best thing that ever happened to me. You gave me a new

life...binigyan mo ako ng panibagong pag-asa. You made me realize how happy to be alive

again. You were my everything. At hindi ko pagsisisihan ang araw na nakilala kita.

I know eventually the time we spent together will be left as memories. At sana

alalahanin mo lang yung mga masasaya nating pinagsamahan, because thoses

are the memories I wanted to cherish forever in my heart.

Like I told you I don't want to leave any promises cause I don't want you 

to hold onto it forever. Ayokong magpromise dahil ayokong mabigo ang mga pangako

ko. But if I will be given another chance..there is one thing I want to promise you.

I want to promise to love you forever and make you happy every day of your life.

Kung sakaling magkakaroon pa ako ng pagkakataon para mabuhay

sa kasalukuyan napakaraming bagay ang gusto kong gawin kasama ka..Do you still remember

the list? Yung dating list mo?

I filled the last number 10: I want to kiss you under the rain.

Tsaka hindi pa tayo nakakapunta sa amusement park..Of course if I will have

a healthy heart gusto kong gawin yun. Sasali ako sa basketball team...Sa marathon, 

sa swimming team..at ipapakita ko sayo ang galing ko..

Gusto kong makagraduate na kasama ka. magcollege kasama ka, kumuha

ng course na kasama ka para mabantayan kita. Gusto ko magbakasyon tayo pareho

sa Korea at ipapakilala kita sa Dad at Kapatid ko. Ipapasyal kita sa magagandang

lugar dun. 

After we graduate college. I want to marry you..Have our own family..

Gusto ko ng baby...Baby boy and baby girl..Syempre dapat kamukha ng poging daddy

at pinakamagandang mommy...

Palalakihin natin sila ng mabuti at aalagaan..

I want to do everything with you...I want to grow old with you...Pero pangarap na lang 

lahat yon..because I can no longer fulfill those dreams...

Can you promise me one thing my love?

After reading this letter, will you stop crying again please? Be strong...You still

have life ahead of you..I want you to stay happy as you always..because I want you to

promise me to fulfill my dreams in my stead...

I want you to fall inlove again..with someone worth your love, someone who

can take care of you, instead of taking care of him...someone who can love you as much

as I can and someone who can promise to live his life with you...

That's my last wish...please... I love you...............

Your Butter,

    Renz

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A/N:

Ayan...natapos ko na.. Sorry sa ending..syempre hindi naman

lahat ng kwento may happy ending..at hindi lahat ng

kwento nagtatapos...Dedicated po ang kwentong ito

sa pinakamamahal kong mga kaibigan at mga pinsan...

Sa lahat ng bumasa maraming salamat po...

Ansaya ko akala ko hindi ko na to matatapos...Sigurado

madaming nainis sa ending...Gusto nyo ng part 2?

Gumawa kayo..ahaha..juks lang...until wala pa ang

part 2 try reading my other stories

Alam ko maraming ayaw sa mga ganitong ending pero

salamat pa rin sa pagbabasa...Ito ang kauna-unahan

kong kwento online sana naapreciate nyo...I would really

love to read your comments...

Lovelots,

momo_nirah