Tomorrow morning at the breakfast table,
Alexis: I am gonna go wake up Jo, she loves that lake
Aiden: Ehm Jo actually left this morning
They all turn to look at him, then at Soph
Alexis: What?
Matt: Noo, why?
Alan: Why?
Soph: Yeah, she had to fly to LA
Ed: Yeah. She got a new client so she's overachieving again - teasing her
I watch as Ed and Soph share a look between themselves.
Hero;
I text her later,
"I hope you didn't leave because of me."
"I had to get back to work."
......
I follow Sophie into the kitchen,
H: So she left?
I ask as I stand by the doorframe of the kitchen. Soph stops, turns to face me, then back to the cabinet and taking out a bowl
S: Ahh yeah... you know how she is with her work
H: So it had nothing to do with me?
S: Nooo...
H: Soph...
She turns around, elbows on the counter, looks straight at me
S: Honestly, if I had to guess... probably.
I nod. And bite on my inner lip in concentration.
H: I don't know what's up with her? I don't understand her.
S: Have you guys talked?
H: Yeah... I feel we talk every time we are together, but its just.. its the same conversation going on and on. But its not leading anywhere. I still dont understand what the issue is or what she wants
Soph shrugs with a facial expression that says like sorry buddy I can't help you. I stare at her and sense there is something here I am missing and she wount tell me.
H: Everything was fine, it was great actually until she found out about Madison. She really can't get past that and I can't for the life of me understand why.
Sophie nods again. She still has that look like she wants to say something, but keeps her lips closed.
H: I just wish I knew what was going on? Why is this so hard for her? I mean Madison is a big part of my life, clearly, but why is she letting it be hers... it's not like I have asked her to marry me and adopt Madison.
Sophie keeps looking at me, nodding, like its eating at her, but finally says.
S: You know Jo, she always struggles with the big issues on her own.
H: What does that mean?
S: Just that she has to figure things out on her own... In her own pace.
H: I am still blank
Sophie smiles kindly at me, like a mother would do, shrugs and says "I'm sorry. Its not my place to tell. " while handing me two bowls to carry to the others.
Josephine;
My phone pings with a text from Ed,
They are out on the lake, swimming, crazy people. He sent a picture with the caption "You are really missing out"
A few minutes later, another. This time of Hero sitting on the deck in a lounge chair, reading a book "Even lover boy is sad. Its very tempting to slip a copy of collide to him right now"
I quickly reply him: "I would kill you!!!"
E: "Relax woman. I know."
I lied about having to work. I couldn't stay there. I had made such an ass out of myself last night.
I mean he was right. I can't keep on kissing him and wanting him around me, but not truly committing to him. It must be hurtful for him as well, and that's not fair. And I can't ask him to mourn over me and not look at other girls but, still not give him anything from me. He loves me and I should respect that. I love him too but, I just can't.
I am comparing him too much to Charles which is becoming toxic the more time we spend together.
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falling - the sequel
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