𝘽𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙒𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙

Chapter Thirteen • There Was An Accident

𝙅𝙖𝙭'𝙨 𝙋𝙤𝙫

The warm morning sun shines through the cracks in my curtains. Any other morning I would've pulled the blanket over my head, grumbled out some words as I went back to sleep.

But not today.

Not when she's lying next to me.

I lay on my side, facing Luna. She sleeps facing me, her head pushed into the pillow as she lets out tiny snores. Her lips formed into a pout which makes her look ten times cuter.

She's so beautiful.

I slowly lift my hand and bring it closer to her face, brushing away the hair that's covering her away from me. I let my fingers skim down the side of her face, my thumb making contact with her cheek, slightly stroking it making sure to not wake her up.

As I stare at Luna, not creepily, I get lost in my thoughts.

I can't stop thinking about yesterday.

Luna was the first girl I've kissed since I broke up with Emma. I mean sure, I fucked a lot of girls but none of them I kissed. I wasn't there for an emotional connection, I was there to release pent up stress.

Everyone thinks that sex is intimate, which it can be. But most of the time it's just two people using each other for pleasure.

Kissing on the other hand is very intimate, to me at least. I can't explain it but the innocent action of two people's lips connecting means something. Even the slightest peck can make you feel a thousand times more than fucking anyone.

I'm not proud of myself, if I could go back and change it I would.

Kissing those nameless girls always felt wrong.

Luna is another story.

Yesterday when we were at the lake I just couldn't help myself. I thought once I told her about Emma, the girls, and the partying that she'd look at me differently. Instead she listened and told me that I'm worthy of love.

I really hope I'm worthy of her love.

But I don't think anyone is.

Once I kissed her I didn't want to stop.

And yesterday in the kitchen, I've never been that turned on before in my life, and I was only kissing her.

I was so afraid about last night. I thought she'd push me away and ignore me after what happened but she didn't. And oh boy am I happy she didn't.

I can't get the image of her arching her back in pleasure out of my head.

The way my name came out of her mouth while my fingers were inside of her.

How her thighs trembled around my head as I had my tongue plunged deep inside her.

Oh God, I wanna taste her again.

She tastes like peaches.

Fucking peaches.

I'm pulled out of my thoughts as Luna begins to stir. She slowly opens her eyes, immediately shutting them because of the sun.

"Why the fuck is the sun so bright." She mumbles out.

I let out a laugh.

"Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed." I say while removing the blanket from her face. She immediately gives me a death glare.

"I suggest if you wanna keep all ten of your fingers you let me sleep." She threatens.

"I don't think you'd do that, you proved to me last night how much you love my fingers." I teasingly whisper.