When Worlds Collide ~EDITING~

~ YOU'RE MINE ~

Trigger warning: Mentions of eating disorders 

(I haven't experienced this to this extent therefore I don't know how it would exactly look like. This is just what I have heard from some people.)

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1 week later: 

Life has been sorta lonely without Matthew. 

Draco and I seem to have no idea what to do with our days without a crazy little kid running around driving us crazy all day.

On the bright side we have gotten a lot of privacy and time to ourselves. 

"Faster, Draco!" I whined and threw my head back. 

He just grunted in response, "Shut up" 

"Come on baby you have to do it harder," I encouraged him, he looked at me with a red face and his hair damp on his forehead. 

"I got it," he threw his head back and groaned. "Fuckkkkk." 

He released it and laid down on the floor.

I jumped over to him and cheered, "You did it!" 

We had a competition to see who could do more squats with weights. 

I had only done 34 with a 25 pound weight, he did 56 with 50 pounds. 

"Yeah I did it, now my ass is gonna hurt." He complained and sat up against the bed. I laughed and sat next to him.

"Now you know how girls feel." I turned to face him, he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. 

"What do you mean?" I gave him a 'really' look.

"What kind of girls did you mess around with before?" he went quiet and looked at me as if he didn't want to answer the question. 

"Don't worry," I encouraged, "Go on I won't get mad. I know about them all anyways." 

It was public knowledge, I totally didn't ask Pansy.

"Uhh do I really have to say?" I sighed, "Well what did they all have in common at least." 

He took a second to think and turned to me with huge eyes. "Their bodies," he mumbled. "But I don't only care for you based on your body, you know that right!" 

He exclaimed before I could get another word in. 

How cute.

"I mean it is a plus, but I love you for you." He grabbed my hand, probably feeling guilty.

"I know, but do you remember when you said that you only want a girl with a nice body?" 

He hesitantly nodded and looked down at the floor. 

My heart felt heavy for him, he really has changed since all those years ago. 

"Well I know a lot of guys are like that, and this is what girls would do all the time to get guys to like them." I pointed to the equipment.

"They would work out all day to try and fit into guy's standards, and it really hurt them. They would even skip meals sometimes to be skinny enough." 

He looked at me, his eyes soft and thoughtful, "Why are you telling me this, love?" 

I swallowed and took a deep breath, "I was one of those girls." He shifted and looked at me with wide eyes, I shifted uncomfortably under his strong stare.