Rose's POV
His face inches from mine, I opened my eyes.
"V-Van," I said, and stepped back.
I saw pain register in his eyes, and he slightly frowned.
"You love him still," he said and I heard regret in his voice.
"Van... I..." I wiped my eyes, "I'm sorry---"
"But all he does is hurt you! Can't you see it? Can't you see yourself?! Rose Anne, he's with Soyeon, and he won't ever come to you---"
I sobbed. "I'm sorry---"
He held my shoulders, "Rose---"
"I can't forget him!" I sobbed, and stepped away from him. "I just can't... I'm sorry Van..." I shook my head, and ran away.
I didn't care if it's dark or that I'm running outside alone. I just want to get away and be far from anyone. I know what I did might be something I can regret later, but giving up on what I feel right now is one thing I just can't do.
Not now.
I want to get angry at myself for doing that to Van, but I can't be with him when I know there's someone else I love.
Even if he loves another girl...
I cannot just fool myself.
The passengers in the bus all stared at me when I got in. It's eight in the evening and I am crying alone. But I don't care, I just seated at the farthest seat and covered my face with my hands.
Even the bus ride brings me memories of being with JK.
How am I supposed to forget him?
A few minutes later, I got off the bus. I looked at the direction of the house.
I'm sure that I'll see JK sooner or later. Maybe the only good thing is that we are moving out tomorrow. At least I can be far from him he wouldn't see me still having feelings for him.
A few blocks from the house, I stopped. What am I going to say to Mom and Auntie why I cried?
That I still can't get over JK?
I grimaced bitterly in spite of myself.
You're so pitiful, Rose Anne Leighton.
How about what my friends would say? I can only imagine Elise's reaction.
Well, what can I do? I'm so crazy for someone who can't even love me back.
I started to walk, as I drew deep breaths. If I don't want Auntie and Mom to ask, I must calm myself and---
"Rose Anne!"
Oh no. I'm starting to hear things...
I covered my ears and hastened my steps.
Please let me think clearly---
"Hey!"
I looked back, while still walking quickly.
JK?!?! Oh shoot I'm now seeing things!!!
Breaking into a run, I shut my eyes and faced in front. I was running when I stumbled into something and before I knew it---
"AAAAAAHHHHHH!"
I FELL.
INTO AN OPEN DRAIN.
And heck, I was now literally sitting on dirty, smelly water. I looked at my hands.
YOU ARE READING
Step to You
FanfictionWhen Rose decided to stand in that student-packed hallway, she only thought that she was about to change the fate of her beloved music club. She never ever imagined that in her whole eighteen years of existence, she would be able to confess----in fr...