Diary of A Teenage Nerd (A Liam Payne Fan Fiction) UNDER SERIOUS EDITING

Feeling Sorry

Raines P.O.V

      I wake up and realize that it's two in the afternoon on Saturday. I also wake up to a super wet pillow. Why is this wet? Then all the memories start flooding back and tears fill my eyes. I wiped them away, get off my bed, and walk into my bathroom. I splash cold water on my face. Why don't I just wash my face since I'm in here? My phone buzzes from the bed. I roll my eyes and finish washing my face before going to get my phone.

are you still coming to the movies?

It was Harry. Is he stupid?

Me: Really? No.

Harry: look raines, it's not liam's fault. I dared him, and louis and zayn encouraged it so really we all should apologize

Raines: I know you should...

Harry: oh yeah, sorry, I'm sure you'll get a text from zayn and louis n a minute

    I sigh and plop onto my bed, laying on my back. I laugh when my phone buzzes. It's laying on my stomach so it tickles. I frown when I pick up my phone and see Liam on the caller ID. I pick it up anyway, knowing I can't ignore him forever.

   "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Raines," Liam apologizes. A tear rolls down my cheek. The cold water on my cheek makes me shiver. I'm silent. I don't have the nerve to say anything, and I don't have anything to say. "I understand if you never want to talk to me again, just hear me out. I'm an ass for doing what I did. I wish I hadn't done it, but I did and I'm sorry. I can't explain how sorry I am. It's impossible."

   "It's OK, Liam," I lie. The words that just came out of my mouth shocked me. Did I really just say that?

   "It is?" His voice has shock and relief in it.

   "I'm used to disappointment by now, so yeah it's fine. It's a little different when you tell someone you like them, start dating them, and then break their heart. Don't you think?" I say, getting upset.

   "Yes. It is. I feel terrible. It's impossible-" He starts.

   "I know. It's impossible to describe how sorry you are. I'm sorry too. I'm sorry for falling. I'll never do it again." After that, I hang up.

   I burst into another fit of tears. No. No way will I ever fall for anyone again. Not in this lifetime.

Liam's P.O.V

   Did she really just say that? That she's sorry for falling? What does she mean by fall...oh? Oh my God. I kick the roof with my foot.

   "Damn you Liam!" I scream at myself. How can I be so inconsiderate? So selfish. So ignorant.

   I know I won't be seeing Raines anytime this weekend. I guess I'll have to wait until school starts. Which is in about 2 days. Really? Two days? I don't know if I can wait that long. I guess I have no other choice. I'll have to wait. She won't want me to show up at her house, she'll probably ignore my calls. I'll send her a text.

Me: Hey, after school on Monday, can you meet me at the cafe?

   I stare at my phone, waiting for a reply, but not quite expecting one. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. I jumped when my phone vibrates. It's not Raines though. It's Zayn.

Zayn: Where r u?

Me: Nowhere that concerns u

    I hit send and continue my stare at the phone. I sent the message at two. I don't get a reply until about 2:10.