Jennifer Jareau's POV
We just came back to the BAU. I'm in my office, and I take a pill against the abdomen's pain. Reid enters in my office without knocking.
"Is it getting better? Your abdomen?"
"Yeah. Those pills camouflage a little bit the pain."
I detach my gaze from his.
"Something else bothers you?"
"We need to talk."
"About what?"
"You should sit."
Spencer looks at me with the what-do-you-mean-by-you-should-sit look. He sits on the little couch in my office. I sit in front of him.
"I'm pregnant."
Spencer gets up, and I do the same. Spencer comes and kisses me. I move back.
"What's going on?" He asks. "That's good news! Isn't it?"
"It's not that. I'm just not ready. You know, last year I... We lost our baby. I'm not ready to become a mother. I just... It's too hard for me. I still think about the baby we lost. It's still hurting."
"But..." Spencer says. "We will pass through that together. It will be okay. I'm here."
"You don't understand Spence. You don't."
"No, I don't!" Spencer screams. "Why don't you want that baby! I don't understand! It's a new beginning! But you don't want to understand that!"
"I can't."
"No. You don't."
And he leaves the office.
I feel the tears running down my face... I don't as he said...
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Profile my Heart (Currently Re-writing)
FanfictionAfter an argument, JJ and Spencer broke up. But when they try to live without each other, they fail. A tragic event will force them to move closer. And this event will make two other agents move closer.
