Life After Rehab ✓

[Chapter Fourteen] Where She Meets Satan

Chapter Fourteen - Where She Meets Satan
Bailey's Pov

He had said no that night and I'm glad that he did or I would have regretted it, seriously these hormones were getting the better of me and it was pissing me off. I'm never had this problem before even when I was going to parties almost nightly and dealing with horny hormonal teenage boys.

I'd had plenty of opportunity to even have my first kiss but I never felt the need to be with anyone, I didn't feel a desire to so much as kiss anyone until Julian and now that I was feeling all these foreign things I was confusing myself and having a hard time figuring out what I wanted.

Waiting, waiting was what I always wanted and now it wasn't but it really was and it was another reason I was so reserved about moving in with him, it would make it harder on both of us.

But we were going to New York next week and for three weeks I would be away from the other supports I had in life and Julian would be busy, leaving me to have to get by on my own, to avoid temptation and have to keep telling myself that relapsing wasn't worth it.

It was getting harder and I was struggling with it.

On top of that they were trying to completely tear apart our relationship and I stopped looking at it all because I knew who Julian was, I trusted him and I also didn't want to see the shit about all the girls he's slept with, it was crude and disgusting that they were posting these things, private things.

Kimberly was a main focus since they were doing the movie together and I could only think about that sex tape when I thought of her and it made me want to break her perfectly sculpted nose. That girl made a plastic surgeon very happy.

"Ready?" he asked and I sighed, we had started packing and I was heading with him to set today so I could ease into all of this, I wouldn't be at set all the time over there but it would be something to do on some days and Julian said that I could sleep there if I wanted.

Today was supposed to be a long day.

We got there and it was all a blur of things from people to parts of sets as we went into the house they were using this week, I didn't understand how movies were made and I didn't really care, I just liked watching them but if I'm with Julian I would know exactly how they were made over time.

I was admittedly timid as we went in, I didn't belong here and I knew that but Julian held my hand and brought me in and as soon as we were there someone was already on him about this song that they needed it was past due and he had barely made a dent on it.

"I'll help you Julian, we could spend some quality time together; maybe you'll get some inspiration." His jaw tensed and he stopped talking immediately.

"You're more of a black hole, not inspiration Kimberly."

"Ouch." I looked at her and she hadn't even looked at me, she kept her predatory eyes on him

"Don't you have somewhere to be, away from me?" the guy with Julian didn't seem to care about their hostility towards each other, or more his towards her.

"Kimberly, you're late for hair and make-up, go." He sighed and she finally settled her eyes on me and I refused to be the one to look away, she looked at my hand in Julian's and then looked me up and down.

"He'll get tired of you babe and don't be surprised when he does." Well that was a lot to take in for being here for ten minutes.

"Whore." He mumbled as she walked away and the man in front of us looked tired.

"Any chance you think it will get better from here?" he asked Julian

"None." Julian had mentioned how she was a nightmare to work with, how even directors hated her but put up with it because she did put out good movies, I wish she didn't and became a washed up actress that no one missed.