Alyssa Dan Valdez
Kinakabahan ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit -_-. Pwede ba yun? Pero shempre joke lang 'yon. Alam ko talaga dahilan. Nakakaloka. Kanina sobrang sakit at gaan ng ulo ko, ngayon naman sobrang bigat at kung ano ano nang pumapasok sa utak ko. Loko pala yung dalawang lecheng bata kanina. They said they put powdered weed in my glass. The heck! Right?
Though the amazing thing about the pills was that it actually worked. I feel normal again, and I hope what I'm doing right now is normal too. I don't want to wake up in the morning without a single memory of this night.
I was currently sitting next to Mika. We were watching Dennise dancing with her father. Mr. Lazaro was her last dance which was actually what I wanted for her. Nung una kasi they said kuya Justine would be her last dance, though ampangit naman nun. Dapat yung daddy ang last. At least they're going to spend their time together at the last part. So ang ending, si kuya Justine ang first dance niya.
"Didn't Mr. Lazaro notice Dennise's kiss mark?" Mika asked with a smirk. She shook her head when I glanced at her. "I did not believe Ella that you guys are the wildest. But now, I finally understand." She took a sip on her wine.
I smiled widely. "It's not like you and Kiefer are not like us."
"No. Not really. Minsan lang. Not always."-Mika
"But still... You guys acts like us."
Mika laughed. She leaned her head at my shoulder causing me to pull myself down. Once the song finally stopped I saw Dennise bit her lip. Her dad suddenly looked at my direction. Our eyes met. Shivers run through my spinal cord. My hands started to sweat and my heart were beating fast and hard.
"Im sorry last night. Iniwan kita."-Mika
"Hey! It's okay. Don't apologize, it was no ones fault." I answered with my nervous voice. Napabalikwas ako sa upuan ko ng maglakad palapit sa pwesto ko ang daddy ni Dennise.
"I still feel sorry. Kasi, you were drunk and I am sensing that you slept with someone the other night." Mika shrugged carelessly.
I breathed out. Straightened my back as I gripped my hands on my thighs. "No! Im serious. It's okay..." Sabi ko ulit at mabilis na lumingon kay Mika ng tumigil ang daddy ni Dennise sa harapan ko.
Yung puso ko. Gusto ng kumawala. Ayoko ng humarap. Pero wala akong magagawa. Hindi ko na itatanong kung anong dapat kong gawin, dahil kanina palang... Wala na akong alam gawin kundi ang kabahan ng walang dahilan. May dahilan! Ayoko lang alalahanin! Maloloka ako. Pero paano ko hindi pwedeng alalahanin yan eh... Nasa harapan ko na siya? So.
"Why are you sweating?"-Mika
"Huh?"
"You are sweating..." She smiled before looking up at the man in front of us. "Hi tito! Good evening po!" Bati niya.
"Good evening Mika."-Mr. Lazaro
His voice was not mad or serious. It was soft and gentle. I saw his feet close to mine. He cleared his throat as I stared at his foot. Then slowly, I looked up at him. I smiled sheepishly.
"Hello po!" Nahihiyang bati ko. Yung boses ko, sobrang hina. Pakiramdam ko'y mahihimatay ako ng de oras. "Ay! Nawawashroom po ako! Saglit..." Dagdag ko at tumayo sa upuan ko. Akma sana akong maglalakad palayo pero napatigil din ako ng hawakan niya ako sa braso.
"My answer is yes. And this will be the first and last that I will tell you this..." He said making me gulp the invisible lump in my throat. He pulled me on my shoulders. He leaned at my left ear making me look at Dennise's worried eyes. "Try to hurt my daughter and I will definitely cut your throat." His firm and serious voice sends chills to my bones.
I shivered but stayed straight. I could feel the cold blood running through my veins. I tried looking away from Dennise's stare but I couldn't. Her dad smiled at me and tapped my shoulders before walking back in the middle.
I saw him kiss Dennise's forehead before walking back at their table. "Holy shit..." I murmured.
"I did not hear anything."-Ella
"It was on purpose Ella! It's between Alyssa and Mr. Lazaro."-Jia
"But really! Dan, umupo kana. You look like you're going to pee your pants real soon!" Michelle pulled my hand.
"Be gentle Michelle! Pag yan natomba lagot ka!"-Bang
"I know right! Halatang wala na siyang lakas. Namumutla ka Aly! Naubusan ka na naman ng dugo diyan eh!" Narinig kong sabi ni Ara. Ang boses niya ang nag pabalik saakin sa wisyo. Pumikit ako ng ilang beses at ng mahimasmasan ako ay sumalampak ako sa tabi ni Amy. This time not in front of them.
"Are you okay?" Amy asked. I stared at her. "You need wine." She said offering me her wine. I involuntarily reached for it. "You're so tense Ly. Your hands are actually trembling."
Hindi ako sumagot. I gulped the wine in the glass. My lungs was burning at that moment. I could feel the fire filling up my stomach but not my heart or the blood it's pumping. I was still sweating.
"Next for the night is our 18 candles." Ate Justine called making everyone in our table stand on their feet. Napatingala lang ako sakanila.
"Tara na uy!"-Ella
"Huh?"
"Gagiii. Pang 17 ka!"-Ella
"No! Wala akong name sa list. She never told me that Im part of it."
"Well! Surprise." Ella playfully squealed and pulled me on my seat.
Wala na nga akong nagawa kundi ang tumayo sa upuan ko. We walked towards the stage. At ng mag umpisa na ay mas lalo akong nailang dahil mommy niya ang nasa likuran ko. Si ate Justine ang naunang mag sabi ng mensahe niya. Sumunod si Rachel na lahat ng sinabi ay walang ginawa kundi ang paiyakin at the same time patawanin ang girlfriend ko.
Habang nasa linya ay hindi ko maiwasang tumitig sakanya sa di kalayuan. She was so happy. Her eyes were full of emotions. The messages from her friends, relatives and family were making her smile and cry. The world around me turned blurry as I focused myself on my girl. Her mom was at my back, and I didn't know what to say. She's also making me nervous. I don't know what to say. It's awkward.
Then when it was my turn ay saka ako humarap sa mommy niya.
"Im sorry for not telling you about us. It's been 7 months and..."
"You need to calm down and relax Alyssa. I already know since the day she introduced you to us." She gave me a comforting smile. I took a deep breath and hugged her. "Oh... Hay nako! Haha, ikaw talagang bata ka. Kumalma ka. Kami lang ng tito mo 'to." Sabi pa niya at hinawi ang bangs ng maiksi kong buhok.
"Ano pong sasabihin ko?"
Tumawa si tita. "Malay ko sayo. Ngayon, pag hihintayin mo pa ba siya?" Nakangising tanong niya at tumango sa aking likuran.
Napalingon ako kay Dennise at nakatitig nga siya saamin. She wiped her face when she met my eyes. I slapped myself mentally, asking myself to walk, not to be a coward dog. I started to walk towards her and the audience laughed when I passed the candle to Ella and hugged Dennise as tight as I could.
Her body shook in my arms. I heard her quiet sobs. She was crying while my arms are wrapped tightly around me.
"Ok? We all know what they mean about that. We could hear Alyssa's message from the air." Ate Justine said sarcastically on the mic.
Hindi ako bumitaw. Her warm hugs was so comfortable. Her heart that was beating against mine was the reason for me not to let her go any time soon. My heart was still beating fast. The crazy thing about that was... I felt calmed and relaxed.
"Ayoko ng bumitaw." Bulong ko.
"But mom is waiting..."-Dennise
"Oh!" Mabilis kong sabi at humiwalay sakanya. I looked at my back and offered my hand to her mom. "Im sorry about that." I smiled sheepishly.
"No message? No nothing?"-Ella
I shook my head making my friends and the audience groan. "You are so lame!" Amy whistled.
"You sure 'nak?" Tita asked giving the candle to Dennise.
"Wala po akong masabi eh." Sabi ko at napakamot ng ulo ng mapatingin ako kay Dennise.
"No! We want a message from you!"-Rachel
"Its not easy!"
"Weh? Hindi easy, or wala ka lang talagang masabi?" Mapanloko namang tanong ni Fille.
Tumingin ulit ako kay Dennise at sa mommy niya. "Ayokong sirain ang gabing 'to pero pakiramdam ko nasira ko na." Pasimangot kong sabi. "Pick up lines nalang..."
Dennise groaned. "Mom, message." She said making me pout my lips. Tita shook her head while laughing softly.
"Why don't you hear her first? Before me..."-Tita
"Eh? Huwag na mommy! Kung ano ano na naman sasabihin niyan eh..."-Dennise
"Kung ano-ano or ayaw mo lang ipakita sakanila kung paano ka mamula?"
At namula nga siya. Tumawa silang lahat kaya hinampas ako ng mahina ni Dennise. Halatang gusto na niyang takpan ang mukha ko at mukha niya. Hindi naman nakakahiya. Sa part ko hindi, hindi nakakahiya, pero feel ko sakanya oo, ang corny ko daw kase...
"Ok fine! Isa lang..."-Dennise
"Promise. Maiinlove ka lalo saakin."
"Ang yabang mong hayop ka!"-Dennise
Tumingin ako sa paligid at saka bumuntong hininga. I looked at her eyes again. "Do you sleep on your stomach?" I winked.
"No."-Dennise
I grinned. "Can I?" Then I bit my lip. Everyone was quiet. Dennise's mouth were slightly open. She was ready to say something but when my pick up lines sunk in her system...
"Sucker! Don't show them how bad you missed me!"-Dennise
"Let them see how much Im crazy in love with you!"
She smiled not covering her true feelings. Alam ko namang lagi siyang kinikilig, ayaw niya lang aminin. And at that moment I felt proud. She was starting to show her true feelings.
"Si mommy na?" Tanong niya at umiling iling.
"Balita ko malapit na ang mahal na araw."
"Huh? Ano na naman yan? Tapus na yun ah?..."-Dennise
Napakamot ako ng ulo at saka yumuko. "Hindi ko alam."
"Really babe?"-Dennise
"Kung sabagay, wala naman akong alam kundi mahalin ka araw-araw." Sabi ko na nag pa ayos ng kunot niyang noo.
"Ayieee. Kakilig!" Ella exclaimed. She even slapped Fille at her side, the latter chuckled.
Dennise crossed her arms, "may baon ka pa? Ilang mais yan?"
Sumimangot ako. "Pag nagugutom ako... Pwede ba akong lumapit sayo, at sabihing..." I pouted my lips while looking on her pinkish lips.
"Oh ano?"-Dennise
"Pakagat kahit sa labi man lang."
Hindi ko alam kung tatawa ba ako sa naging reaction niya or hindi. Her face was so red and she involuntary bit her lip while staring on mine. I smirked making her looked away.
"Huy! Huwag mo muna landiin pwede? Dami tao!"-Bang
"The flirty couple!"-Amy
"Last na talaga to!" Sabi ko ulit at hinawakan siya sa kamay. Nakasimangot siyang humarap saakin kaya hinalikan ko siya sa noo. "Alam mo ba? Na pag kasama kita, katulad ngayon... Mayaman na ako."
Yumakap siya saakin habang naka dikit pa rin ang labi ko sa noo niya. "Oh bakit naman?" Nakasimangot niya pa ring tanong.
"Kasi nahihirapan ako or mahihirapan ako pag hindi kita kasama."
Humigpit ang yakap niya saakin kaya yumakap na rin ako ng tuluyan. We stayed like that for three or more minutes before I let go. Her mom said her long message. Full of advices in her daughter's next journey and of course... Her next words made Dennise cry. I couldn't help myself but to cling at Ella's arm. I wiped my face because of the sudden tears coming out from my eyes.
"Happy birthday Michelle. And I am so proud that I have a daughter like you. I am so happy that you've already found your partner in crime." She looked at me. "I haven't seen you smiling without a reason. Your eyes were sparkling every time you are with her. And of course, I could see that your life is full because of her. Whatever decisions that you have in life... I promise you, I am your number one supporter."
"Thank you mom..." Dennise mouthed and immediately hugged tita.
Habang nagyayakapan sila Den at tita ay tahimik na kaming nag sibalikan sa upuan namin. Ate Justine made her way down the stage and joined the hug. I smiled when I saw their two boys joined them too. They took a family picture before ate Justine announced that the not so wild party was over, and next was the wilder one. To welcome Dennise on the things that she's allowed to do. First list... Boost, alcohols.
"Partey!" Ella shouted and the music boomed from the speakers.
"Wow! What a crowded party." I whispered looking at the messy area.
Magulo. Sobrang gulo. Lalo na at karamihan ay mga studyante. Dennise's dad made sure that the under age students were going straight home. They were not allowed to drink some kahit nasa party sile. It's illegal. Canada's law.
Naglakad ako papunta sa gitna para sana hanapin siya. But Dennise was gone. I looked around but she wasn't in the place. Most of her relatives went straight home already. Kaya puro friends niya nalang. I know this party was only for us. Her friends. People who wanted to join could stay, pero lahat ayaw. Maybe they were thinking na, for us talaga yun.
"Where's Dennise?" I asked ate Justine after sitting beside her.
"Up stairs. She's changing."-Ate Justine
"May I go?"
"No! I should be the one to go up there." She answered and stand. Maglalakad na sana siya pero mabilis akong tumakbo papunta sa hagdanan. She glared at me. "Alyssa! Get down here! Now!"
"No ate Justine. I promise, ibababa ko din siya."
"Make sure not to mark her again, or else!"-Ate Justine.
"Labyu!"
Mabilis akong umakyat ng second floor ng bahay. When I was standing in front of Dennise's door I couldnt help myself but to get excited. My hand immediately turned the knob, opening the door.
Dennise were staring on herself in front of the mirror. She looked at my reflection. "Why are you here?" She asked.
"I missed you."
"Hmm..." She hummed when I wrapped my arms around her. Hugging her from the behind was I think my favourite thing to do. I smelled the side of her neck all the way down to her shoulder. "Babe, will you unzip my dress?"
"Huh?"
"Im changing."-Dennise
"But you're only wearing tube." Sagot ko pero mabilis namang pumunta ang kaliwang kamay ko sa zipper ng dress niya. I pulled it down slowly until at her lower back. I stared at her in the mirror not looking on her chest as the dressed slipped off. "Damn baby..." Whispered making her laugh.
"Your hands up."-Dennise
"Huh?"
She hold my hands on her tummy and ran it up at the base of her breast. As my hand trailed a line up her skin her breathing hitched. She bit her bottom lip while looking in my eyes.
"Up."-Dennise
"Babe."
"Why? Bakit ba ayaw mong tumingin kasi, now Im asking you to ran it up ayaw mo." Sabi niya ng nakakaloko.
"Ayoko."
"Why?"-Dennise
"Kasi... Kasi..." Then my breathing stopped as she put my hands on her breast. "Oh my god!" I said through shock voice. "Dennise!"
"Hahahaha! Ang epic mo babe. OMG! You are so darn cute. So red." Tumatawang sabi niya at napahawak pa sa tiyan niya.
Blanko lang ako. Wala akong masabi. Tawa siya ng tawa sa harapan ko. She even slapped me, like everywhere on my body. At hindi ko mapigilang matulala sa masaya niyang mukha. I licked my lips involuntarily as my eyes travelled down her lips.
Ganito ba pag in love? Yung, hindi ka lang in love physically and emotionally... But you're also in love with the things that you desired to do with her. I am talking about kissing her and all, I loved to do things with her. It's not new, really. Matagal ko naman na siyang ginustong halikan, but now... It felt like I wanted to do it again and again.
"Stop laughing..."
"Hahaha! What? You're funny. You are actually thinking that I'm not wearing a strapless bra."-Dennise
"So walang tube yung dress?" I asked distracting myself from too much looking at her body.
She walked confidently. She was only wearing a red lacy underwear and her strapless bra. "Walaaaa. Pinagnanasahan mo ako! Don't change our topic!" She giggled.
"Oh! Tinanggal mo yung tube! Nice. Unique." Sarcastic kong sabi at pinulot ang dress sa sahig.
"Yan ba talaga gusto mong sabihin or ay! Dapat hindi mo tinanggal para wala kang bra. Hahahaha! Omg! Pulang pula kapa rin! Totoo! Guilty ka babe...." Mapang asar niyang sabi nang hawakan niya ako sa magkabilang pisngi. "Umamin kana... Pinag nanasahan mo ako!"
"Hindi ah! Asa ka! Ampangit ng katawan mo."
"Kaya sobrang possessive mo?"-Dennise
"Hindi ako possessive. Baka kasi lamigin ka kanina, kaya I asked you to wear a coat."
"Weh? Totoo? Kaya minarkahan mo ako?" Nakangisi niyang tanong at tinulak ako sa kama.
Bumagsak ako sa kama habang nakatitig pa rin sakanya. She stand in between my thighs and stared down at me. She was on fire. Ang sexy niya lang, yung curvy body niya nasa harapan ko lang. Kung ibang tao siguro nasa sitwaryon ko wala na. Wala ng suot na underwear at bra 'tong babaeng 'to. Pero iba ako eh... I wanted to stare at the beautiful sight, 'cause I wanted to know kung kailan ako magsasawa. And that's impossible.
"Trip lang kitang markahan kanina. Not because I marked you it does mean I was being possessive. Malay mo, gusto lang kitang lagyan ng mark diyan."
"Sure thing!" She replied unbuttoning my coat. "It's not like people down stairs would buy your excuses." She shrugged her shoulder carelessly.
"Nah! Kahit mag hubad ka sa harapan ng maraming tao they wouldn't budge to stare at you."
"Really? That's why your hands are on my sides now..." She smirked lowering herself and kissed me on my lips.
"I... Was saying that... Babe." I paused licking her bottom lip, "they wouldn't budge to stare at you 'cause Im glaring at them. They would see me burning holes in their eye sockets."
Dennise giggled before pressing her lips on mine again. "That's why iloveyou, you have your own ways to guard whats yours." I felt her hand on my belt, removing it. Once she removed my belt she untuck my white sleeves. "Did you lock the door?"
I nodded my head. I cupped the back of her head using my left hand and deepened our kiss. It was a sweet passionate kiss between our lips. I could taste the bitter sweet wine in her mouth. It was intoxicating.
"I did..." I breathed out once she pulled herself away.
"Let's play a game."-Dennise
"What game?" I stared at her with knitted brows.
"Kissing. The first one to moan loses the game."-Dennise
"What's the consequence?"
She pressed her palms on my stomach making me looked away from her front. Eh? Naka bra lang kaya. Her cleavage was on the view. Ugh!
"Well, if you or I win... You or I will be the one to get in charge on bed. But if you lose then it is as it is."-Dennise
"Woah! That's easy!"
Napakagat labi siya at naramdaman ko ang pag pasok ng kamay niya sa loob ng shirt ko. I could feel the hot air swirling around us. I locked gazes with her but her eyes vanished as our lips met once again. Her eyes were closed as if enjoying every bit of the kisses we were sharing.
Her hands roamed inside my shirt making the sweats build up in my skin. I was telling myself not to moan. No, Im not going to lose this game. Not in our first time together on bed.
"Not fair..." I whispered making her giggle in between kisses.
"Then do something, so that we'll be fair."-Dennise
I rolled my eyes at the back of my eye lids. My hands were still on her hips. She suddenly slipped on her stomach making me feel her skin on mine. Her hand trailed my side up to the sides of my breast. I could feel her finger tips teasing my sensitive skins. I almost lost my senses when her hand palmed my abs.
We were still kissing and no ones giving up. Our tongues made contact. That's the time I lost it. I did not moan but I wanted more. My hands roamed at her back, unclasping the lock of her bra. She bit my lip. I trailed my palm at her small back, making her to pull away a little bit. She looked in my eyes.
My hands slipped inside her underwear and she moaned when I gently squeezed her ass. Her eyes were full of lust. She was bitting her bottom lip so hard. I smirked sheepishly and squeezed her again.
"Ugh... Unfair!"-Dennise
"No. I won! You moaned!" I said before slipping my hands out of the soft red fabric. I smirked before kissing the mark on her collar bone.
"Fine fine. You won."-Dennise
"I will be in charge!! Omg!" I squealed feeling excited and happy about it.
Who wouldn't like to be in charge when you're with your hot girlfriend on bed? Lol. It would be our first time and I would be in charge! I feel so great.
"Oh! Ok? What's the celebration for?" She raised and eye brow untying my tie. She licked her lips making me stared at it. "It's not like it's not going to be your first time experience."
"It will be my second!" I excitedly blurted out making her stop.
Wait... What did I just say? "The other night..." I added slapping myself mentally. No, no, no! Why am I bubbling things like that?! Omg!
The other night's memories flashed in my head like a movie. It was like a dream but it was not. Dennise stopped from doing things after unbuttoning my long sleeves. She stared at my neck and next to my eyes.
"Okay?" She crossed her arms. I was so darn stupid at the moment. "The other night..." She trailed off.
"Babe... No, no, no, no... I will explain!"
Guilt washed over me when I saw how her expression changed. She took a deep breath, the obvious hurt feeling was occupying her eyes. Napaupo ako kaya napadausdos siya sa lap ko. She wrapped her arms around my head making me wrap my arms around her waist.
"No ones going down. No one is going to have a party with the people down stairs." She kissed my forehead before getting off me.
I stared at the floor, dumbfounded, lost and guilty. She was putting on her pj's and her white large shirt. I tried looking at her. I wanted to say something, to explain but I was mute. I was stuck in my messy thoughts. I face palmed myself.
Napatayo ako sa kama at akma sanang yayakapin siya pero umiwas ito saakin. I frowned. I watched her typed and called a number on her phone. And my night of parties ended that night.
"Hey besh! Oh, no! Im sorry. Im kinda exhausted, pwedeng bukas nalang?" She glanced up at me, then she looked down bitting her upper lip. "Im really sorry. Pagod lang talaga ako. Bukas talaga promise. And yes, you can ask her if she would like to join you."
She nodded her head before passing me the phone. Kinuha ko nalang 'yon at saka sinundan siya. Humiga ito sa kama. I sighed. "Hey! Im not going tonight. Im sorry. You guys have fun!" Kaagad kong sabi without letting Ella saying hi or something.
"Aww man! You guys aint fun!" Ella whined at the other lind. I could hear the others talking. They were just too happy that I wished I am happy too. "But anyways, Dennise is tired. So maybe we'll give her a break."
"Yeah. And I don't want to leave her alone here either. So forgive me."
"Sweet! Have fun you two! See you tomorrow."-Ella
I nodded my head while looking at Dennise's back. Once I put the phone on the table, I walked around the bed. I sat on the bed next to Dennise. She was looking at the wall, her eyes were red even her nose. She rolled her eyes, looking at me with angry-hurt eyes. She kept still on her spot. Ignoring that I was staring.
"Im sorry." I really am. Tama na din siguro yung nasabi ko na. At least I was being honest. Hindi naman ako yung taong mahilig mag tago ng secreto pag dating sa ganitong usapan. I felt awful as well. "It was a mistake. I was drunk, and..."
"Then someone came closer and flirted with you. You flirted back, there was that small voice in your head telling you to stop but you can not. So you go with the flow..." She said with her cracking voice.
"Babe."
"Don't babe me! How dare you to kiss and mark me to the fact that someone already marked you!"-Dennise
Napa tingala ako dahil sa sobrang kaba. Yung puso ko sobrang bilis na ng tibok. Gusto ko siyang yakapin. I wanted to calm her down but I could not. It was just so painful to see her crying. Her sobs where painful. I did not want to hear it. I wanted to hurt myself for that.
"I was drunk babe. Im so sorry. I know it was a big mistake. And I am regre... Oh my god! Nagsisisi na ako. Sasabihin ko naman sa'yo eh, pero natatakot ako. Ayokong magalit ka, or masaktan ka. Sorry. I know I won't be able to change it, and..."
"I just can't believe that you cheated on me."-Dennise
Strike one.
"I did not cheat on you."
"I trusted you and you wasted it. You ruined it. Do you think I am sill going to trust you after that?" She asked with calm yet angry voice. "Do you think I might be able to trust someone else now?"
Strike two, three and four.
"I have trust issues. Now you just proved that I should not trust anyone anymore." She said turning her back on me. "I can't believe that this night turned out the worst night ever. My girlfriend, whom I believed to be the last person who would make me happy just ruined my mood."
"Babe..."
"I actually told my dad that you will never be cheating on me. But you did."-Dennise
"I did not cheat."
"I heard that already..." She whispered.
I groaned quietly. I hugged her from behind. Leaning my body against her back caused us both to relax. She curled into a ball. I reached for her left hand under her cheeks. I hold onto her hand but she did not hold mine back.
"Im sorry. Please forgive me..." Hindi siya sumagot. I kissed her nape, "Please baby?"
"Night Alyssa Dan."-Dennise
Ngumiti ako at saka napa angat ng kaunti. Hinila ko siya paharap saakin at hindi naman siya nag reklamo. Nakapikit ang kanyang mga mata. Tumitig ako sa mukha niya, how could I be so stupid? Her long lashes were attractive it makes her more beautiful, I said to myself before kissing her.
"Iloveyou..." I was about to close my eyes but her words made my heart bleed. Damn it!
"Love yourself."-Dennise