Blake, Chuck and I just got to the party. It's at this hugeeeee house. Blake introduces us to the guy throwing the party, then we get some drinks. There's music blaring through the whole house, everyone is dancing and pretty much already drunk. Chuck took two shots of vodka already, she found someone to dance with.
Blake and I are on our third drink, we've just been talking at the bar, I'm not really into dancing right now neither,it's just nice to be out doing something instead of thinking about Francesco 24/7.
Its an hour later and I'm feeling a little more than tipsy! I lost Blake! I went looking for Chuck and I can't find her, so I went to the bar to tell Blake to help me find her but he's missing too. When I left Blake was a little drunk so I hope he's not somewhere he shouldn't be.
I walk upstairs, well fall upstairs, maybe I'll find Blake or Chuck, I walk into a room and see a couple making out of the bed "my bad!!" I said closing the door. Geez. Ugh everything is spinning, I go into another room and walk around..
Blakes POV
"Lanaaaaaaa!" I said walking into the bedroom and holding onto her shoulders so I don't fall over. "I've been looking for you everywhere! Are you ok" she said laughing and holding me up. "Yeah I feel good." I said smiling. "I need to sit down." Lana said laying on the bed.
"Me too" I lay next to her,we're on our backs. Lana starts laughing randomly "what?" I said turning towards her. "Nothinggggg" she said turning towards me smiling. "That music down stairs is so loud." I said. Lana smiles again then puts her hand on my face.
"What're you doing" I said putting my hand on hers. "Don't ruin the moment." "Lana we can't be having a moment." "I can do what I want. You know you don't mind." She said getting on top of me. "I don't...but...you just broke up with Francesco..and you're not even sure you broke up with him." I said holding her arm.
She stares into my eyes then says "Let's just forget about everything and enjoy tonight." I run my fingers down her face then smile. She leans in and kisses me, I grab her face and kiss her hard,we start making out, I move my hands from her face to her hips,then down her pants, she stops then puts her hands on mine "You're right. I can't do this." She said "-I'm sorry." Then she gets up and walks out the door. Fuck..I really thought she wanted to. So close. "Lana wait!" I said but she already left.
Lanas POV
I need to find Chuck and get the fuck out of here. I can't believe I almost just slept with Blake...ugh that's what I get for drinking around him. I grab my phone and call Chuck, she's still not answering. I'm at the top of the stairs so I look around to see if I see her,I see Blake coming out of the room so I run down the stairs, I don't want to face him right now, I spot Chuck at the bar talking to some guy.
I walk over there and grab her "we're leaving!" I said taking her with me. "Why!?" She asked. She seems completely sober. "Because I've been looking for you for hours and I almost just fucked Blake so let's go." Chucks eyes get wide then she follows me without saying anything else.
We just got home and I plop on the sofa "Fuck I feel awful, everything is spinning." "What happened!!" Chuck said sitting next to me. "There's always some sort of sexual tension when we drink then are together..." I said shaking my head. "Geez. That's because you both liked the sex. So what happened!!"
"He tried to stop me but I wouldn't, so we made out, he reached for my pants and I stopped, then got up and left.." "Dang. Why did you stop? I mean thank god you did." "I don't want to give someone so much of me like that so soon...I guess him cheating made me a little insecure, like I don't want someone taking advantage of me. It just doesn't feel right right now."
"I'm sorry Lana. I know this really hurt your feelings...I'm glad you realized that sleeping with Blake would only make things worse. As much as I hate Francesco...I know you love him a lot...maybe there's hope for you two."
"I know I just remember what I had with Blake and it was so good..we were always positive towards each other. But thanks Chuck. Love you." " I love you too." Someone knocks on the door "it's probably Blake." I said. "Want me to answer it?" "No I will, it's okay but thanks!" I said getting up. "I'll give you guys some privacy.." Chuck said going into the other room.
"Hey.." I said opening the door. "Hey..can we talk?" Blake asked. "Yeah come in.." We walk inside and sit on the sofa. "I'm sorry.." Blake said. "You didn't do anything..it was my fault..you told me it wasn't a good idea but I kept going..this honestly is why we shouldn't drink around each other." I said sort of laughing. I don't want to make a huge deal about this, maybe just laugh it off.
Blake smiles then says "Yeah that's probably best. I honestly thought you wanted to because I even said no and you were kinda sober." "I was far from sober but we both know how we get when I drink. I'm just not ready." "I get that, it's fine, you know I don't mind just being your friend."
"I just still apparently, love Francesco and I can't do anything to hurt him..even though he hurt me." "He's lucky to have you." Blake said hugging me. I hug him back "Im lucky to have you as a friend." then we walk to the door. "Night Lanz. Love you." "Love you too." I said smiling.
"Well that went well." Chuck said walking out of the bedroom. "Were you listening!" I said laughing. "Yeah! I didn't want you to have to repeat the story." Chuck said laughing. "He's so sweet." She added. "Yeah he is. Whoever ends up with him is a lucky girl." "He was like I thought you wanted to, aw I feel bad for him." Chuck said frowning.
"I knowww. He'll find someone who will treat him right. Blake is hot he can get laid easily if he wanted." I said laughing. Chuck giggles then we go to the bedroom, it's really late,well early. We get into bed and I pull out a cigarette, then check my phone "Goodnight babe. I love you and I miss you so much.." Francesco texted me. I put it down then close my eyes. Sometimes I wish it was just a dream.
I just got up..it's 9:30, Chuck is still sleeping so I grab my cigarettes and phone and close the door then go to the living room. I just made a fresh pot of coffee,I had like 5 cups, it has to be unhealthy. I think I'll just watch tv until she gets up.
It's 12:15 and she's still sleeping,she has to leave at 1:20. I go into the room and shake her "Chuckkkkk get up! You have to leave soon and I haven't even talked to you today." "Fineee. I'm tired you stressed me out last night." She said jokingly. "Come on let's go eat." I said pulling her up.
After Chuck and I eat breakfast I sit in our room while she packs up her stuff. "You need to stay longer next time." I said frowning. "I know! I will." The door knocks "be right back" I walk to the door "Francesco..what're you doing here?" I said suddenly feeling stressed again because I'm happy to see him but I'm still so mad and I don't want to be mean to him..
"I miss you. I just wanted to see you..I know you need time, I'm not here for an answer I just miss my best friend.." "Ok, come in." I said stepping out of the way. I half hug him then we walk inside. "How'd you even find me?" I said laughing. "Paparazzi." He replied. "Well that's not creepy." I said jokingly.
Chuck walks out and doesn't even look at Francesco "Bye babe." She said hugging me. "Hey Chuck" Francesco said. She stares at him then looks back at me "Text me if you need anything ok? I love you." "Okay babe I will, you text ME If you need anything. I love you too." I hug her again then she leaves.
"Wow she hates me." Francesco said rubbing his head. "Yeah..she's just angry.." I said sitting on the sofa,sits really close to me. I scoot over and pull out a cigarette,Francesco shakes his head "what?" I asked. "I just wish you would stop smoking.." "Well I wish you didn't do certain things but what can I do about it." I said taking a puff.
"You're right. I didn't come here to fight, I just missed you a lot." "I miss you too." "Here's your ring..I don't know if you meant to leave it behind but I thought I'd bring it anyways.." He said putting out his hand. "I did." I said not taking it. "You really dont expect me to wear it do you?" I added. "No..just hopeful."
"Oh..well yeah." "Honestly I just miss you...like we were doing so good before this." Francesco said. "I know we were planning our wedding..." "We still should be..." "You seriously still can't say that after you cheated.." "I can because I love you still. I want to fix things so badly, I just don't know what to do." I shrug my shoulders and just keep smoking.
"Do you not want to fix things?" He asked. "I told you I did. I just don't feel like trusting you again.."
"But you can,I swear to god. I never intentionally meant to hurt you..the last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you. Remember when we started dating and I said I want to make you feel good? And that I never wanted to make you cry again, well I mean I messed up I know but I would take it all back in a heart beat..I was blacked out when it happened I don't even remember it at all." He said getting teary eyed. I can't remember the last time Francesco cried or got watery eyed.
I scoot closer to him and put my arm around him then my head on his shoulder. "We'll work it out, because I love you, you made a mistake but everyone does, I chose you to be my partner so I have to commit to that no matter what. But I swear to god Francesco if you put your dick in anyone else besides me I won't talk to you again and we'll be done for good."