I got to my parents house last night. I just woke up, I grab my phone from the nightstand and see so many texts from Francesco "Where are you" "Lana I'm so sorry." "I love you so much." "Please just let me know you're okay." He called me 8 times. "Lizzy are you awake?" Mom Asks. "Yeah,you can come in." I replied.
She walks in and sits next to me. "Are you hungry? Dads brining breakfast!" "Yes I'm starving." "He should be back soon. Where's Francesco?" I got in too late last night to tell them,I don't think I'm going to,I don't want to talk about,it hurt my feelings so much.
"He's working,so I figured I'd come visit." "So you two are ok?" "We're fine." "Ok. Good! How's Blake?" Oh mom. Always checking up,making sure I'm behaving. "He's good I guess." "You haven't talked to him?" "I have.." "I'm home!!!" Dad yells. Thank god, he saved the day.
As we're eating breakfast someone knocks on the door "I'll get it" dad says. "Hey Francesco!" I hear dad say. I almost spit out my coffee, my mom looks at me like what's going on. Francesco walks inside with my dad "What a surprise! Lana did you know he was coming?" Dad said.
"Nope" I replied giving Francesco a glare. I get up and grab his arm then pull him into my bedroom "What're you doing here?!" I asked. "Lana I'm sorry, I don't know what else to do! I need you to forgive me. I feel so bad! I can't sleep at night and all I think about is how I messed things up." "I don't know what to tell you."
"I guess you didn't tell your parents? Because they're still happy to see me." "Nope I didn't. I don't feel like being embarrassed. I don't give a fuck if they're mad at you, I just don't want to talk about it with anyone."
"I'm so sorry You feel embarrassed...it was such a huge mistake. I love you so much you have to know that." "I honestly wish you would stop lying to me. It's getting fucking pathetic." I said crossing my arms. "Lying? I'm not lying?! You know I love you! That's one thing you know I'm not lying about."
"Right. Because when you love someone and are In a relationship with them you fuck other people. You don't love me so stop lying! I can't deal with this." I said walking out the door and sitting back down at the table. My parents are staring at me but I just keep eating. Francesco comes out a few seconds later.
"I'm going now but it was nice to see you guys,tell Chuck and Charlie I said hey." He said. "Ok..well ,I'll tell them." Dad said. "Bye Francesco." Mom added. He looks at me but I just stare at my food,he puts his head down then leaves.
"Ok what happened?" Dad asked. "I don't want to talk about it." "Hone-" "I honestly can't talk about it! Even if I wanted to I just can't!" I said as my voice starts to shake. Mom gets up and and hugs me. "Ok you don't have to." Dad said holding my hand from across the table.
"I don't want you guys to call Chuck or Charlie and have them come here. I'll tell you guys what happened but I don't want you to tell them, I don't want them to have to worry about me. Can you do that?" I asked them. "Yes" they both replied. I clear my throat then try to say it out loud..it's hard to admit it. "Francesco...he uh...cheated on me." I said staring at my hands, I can't make eye contact with anyone.
"When?? Why?? With who???" Dad said. "oh my god.." My mom mumbled then sat down in shock. "Right when we started talking again, why, I don't know, I don't think I'll ever understand, with who, this hoe named ally, I knew they slept together once when we were broken up but I obviously didn't know about this time.."
"Baby I'm so sorry!! I can't believe this" mom said grabbing my hand. "Me either...he said it's happened because he was upset, I wouldn't even let him sleep in the same bed as me...so he went home, got wasted and slept with someone else." I said wiping my eyes.
"Honey you can't blame this on yourself! You wouldn't let him come back into your life so easily because he left so quick, that's a admirable thing to do." Dad said. "Thank you dad. I just wish I would have let him hug me at least..maybe he would have changed his mind.." I said trying not start crying again.
"He's a dumbass if he couldn't wait for you. It's not your fault baby." Mom said rubbing my arm. I shake my head. "What're you going to do?" Dad asked. "Honestly, I don't know." "Do you still want to be with him?" "I'll always want to be with him..I just. I don't know." My phone rings, it's Blake. "I'll be right back." I said walking into my room.
"Hey" I said smiling. "You ok? Where did you end up going." "Yeah I'm fine, I'm at my parents house." "That's in Florida right?" "Yeah! Why?" "Well I'm in Florida visiting my family too,I thought maybe I could stop by and see you?" My mom and dad would hate that...my dad probably still doesn't like him.
"Uhmm, yeah, you can stop by for a little, I'm not sure when but maybe in like a few hours?" "Okay! Sounds good. I need to win your parents back anyways...I mean I know they don't like me but I'm your guitarist,I don't want things to be weird all the time."
"Yeah I get it. Well I'll send you the address ,text me when you're on the way." "Okay,will do! Cya." "Bye" I walk back out and sit down. "So, Blake is in town and he wants to come over." "Why?" Dad asked. "Well he's my friend and he wants to fix things with you guys."
"I don't have a problem with him.." Mom Said. "Come on dad,it's Blake, we've known him for a long time,we just had a little bump in the road, you love blake." "Ok. Fine,I don't care,I'd be nice to have things back to normal anyways." "Exactly!" I said smiling. "Does he know about Francesco?" Mom asked. "Yeah he knows."
"Hey!!" I said hugging Blake. I met him outside so I could talk to him before my parents are around. "Hey gorgeous! Are you doing ok?" He said as we're still hugging. "Not really but it's fine. My parents are glad you're here." I said grinning. "Don't lie" "they are! My dad said he wants it to be back to normal." "Good! Me too." "Come on" I said walking to the door.
"Hey Blake!" My mom said hugging him. "Hey Mrs,Grant! How are you?" "I'm well! You're just as handsome as ever." Oh geez. I give my mom a face and she laughs. "Hey Blake..how are you.." Dad said shaking his hand. "Hey mr.Grant. I'm good, how are you?" "Just fine." Dad replied.
It gets quiet then I say "Do you want something to drink?" We all walk to the sofa and sit down. "No I'm good but thank you." Blake says. "So Blake, did you have fun on the Tour?" Mom asks. "Yes! A lot of fun. I can't believe it's over already." He said.
"I know it seems like it just started. But I told you I was adding three more dates right?" "Noo you are?" "Yeah, we'll have like two weeks off then those three dates." "Really!! That's awesome. I can't wait." Blake said smiling. "Blake do you have a girlfriend?" Dad asked. I roll my eyes at him.
"No I don't. I had a girlfriend of 4 years but things didn't work out." "Was that before the tour? I hope..." He mumbled. "We broke up when the tour started." Blake said. I shake my head and stare at my dad. "Okay well Rob and I are going to let you two talk and hangout, we have shopping to do." Mom said grabbing his arm and standing up.
Blake stands up "okay well it nice to see you guys." "You too!" Mom said. Dad nods his head then they head for the door. "Sorry about that." I said turning to Blake. "It's okay, at least I made some progress. Have you talked to Francesco?" "Well that's a funny story. He showed up here this morning.." "What why?" "Apologizing.."
"I'm sorry." Blake said frowning. "Yeahh me too. I honestly just like, don't know what to do.." "Do you still want to be with him?" "Well yeah..I just can't get over the fact that he would do that to me..." "I know,that shows how crazy he is,Lana anyone who would cheat on you is mentally insane." "Thanks" I said smiling.
"I don't want you to think I'm saying these things because I like you..I'm saying them because they're 100 percent true. You're worth so much more than him." Blake said. "Thank you so much Blake. It means a lot, I don't if I can forgive him..."
"Just do what you think is right. It'll all work out." "Hopefully." "It will. I have faith." Blake said grinning. "Do you" I said laughing. "I do." I lay back on the sofa and Blake is smiling at me "what" I said. "You're so pretty." "Oh geez. I don't even have any makeup on." "That's the best part." "You're sweet." "Maybe you'll end up with me" Blake said in a serious voice.
"Come on." I said sighing. "Would that be such a bad thing" Blake asked. "Blake you're killing me" I said rubbing my head. "Would it be?" He said sitting closer to me. "You know who I love.." I said. "Not me" he replied. I put my hand on his leg then say "You're my best friend."
"With benefits?" He said grinning. I laugh then hit him "I heard I was the best you've ever had." "I'm gonna kill Byron." Blake said blushing. "Don't! I made him tell me. I think it's sweeeet" I said messing with him. "Well you were,I'm not gonna lie. Who's better me or Francesco?!"
"Oh god. I'm not going to say!!" "Come on!" "No!" "Pleaseeeee." "No." "Ok just tell me,this, who's bigger?" "Ew what! No!" "Tell meeee" "fine. You." "Yessss!! That means I was better." "Not necessarily" I said laughing. Blake frowns "the bigger the better." "Oh my god. I can't talk about this anymore,how uncomfortable." I said laughing.
Blake stayed for another 2 hours then left. Im glad he came over. "Did you have a good time with Blake?" Mom asked. "Yeah I did, he's always fun to have around." "I like him. He's genuinely sweet." Mom said.
"He is" "So you guys haven't...?" "Hooked up since the last two times? No. He always wants to but yeah no." "Well that's good,you don't need anymore drama." "Definitely not. I think I'll go back home tonight."
"To France?" "Yeah." "Won't Francesco be there?" "I don't know, he was here this morning so I'm not sure. I miss it anyways..I miss my stuff."
"I get that. Well honey you know if you ever need me I'm here. I love you and I hope things work out with you and Francesco." "Thanks mom,I love you too. we'll see. I don't know if I can forgive him." "That's understandable. Just check in with me every once in a while." "Ok I will." I say bye to dad then drove to the airport.
I just got to my townhouse in France, I unlock the door and go inside. I walked around but I don't see Francesco,he's probably in Florida thinking I'm there. I go into our room and lay on the bed,running my hand down the side where he lays
I look at my hand,I'm still wearing the engagement ring, I slide it off and throw it at the wall, I'm so angry that he would do this. I sit up and put rmy head in my hands and start crying. I miss him, I need him with me but I just can't get over what he did.
Francesco's POV
"Why would you tell my mom that!!" I said yelling at Ally. I'm at her house in France. "She was threatening me! I had no choice! I'm sorry." "This messed everything up, Lana isn't going to forgive me. Ever." "Why did you tell her?" "I wasn't going to not tell her! That's the worst thing to do."
"You know I was so drunk that night you could just be telling me we did it and I wouldn't remember, I mean I remember a little but that could just be because you're telling me all these things." I said crossing my arms. "Ok I don't like you enough to make that up. I was just in it for the sex I don't care if we don't date. Trust me it happened." She said shaking her head.
"How can I be sure?" I asked. "I mean I was really sore the next day but if that's not enough come here." She said pulling me into her room. She turns on her laptop and shows me a video. "Oh god. I don't want to see that. I get it." I said closing the laptop.
She laughs "I only saved it because I knew you might not remember that night." "Well can you delete it now?" "Yes calm down." She said pressing the delete button. "Ugh. I have to go." "Sorry we messed everything up.. I know how much you like Lana."
"Yeah...well, I don't think I'll get her back." "Maybe I could talk to her?" Ally asked. "I don't think that's a good idea...she might hit you. But thanks anyways." "Ok. No problem. Bye." "Bye" I said walking out the door.
Lanas POV
I'm on the sofa when I hear Francesco walk into the door. "Lana, I didn't know you were going to be here." He said walking up to me. "I live here.." I replied. "You were just in Florida." He said sitting next to me. "So were you." I haven't looked at him once.
"Are you ever going to look at me?" He said with his voice shaking. "I can't make myself." I replied. "Lana please..." .......I turn my head slowly..once my eyes catch his I start to cry. "I'm sorry." He said holding my face and wiping my eyes with his thumbs. "I'm going to sleep." I said getting up.
He grabs my arm and I turn around, I look at his hand then him.. "Let me go" I said. "Can we finish talking?" He said tightening his grip. "You need to stop touching me." I said then he let go. "We'll finish this conversation tomorrow." I said walking away.