-ellies Pov-
We have gotten ready for bed and are laying intertwined under the covers. We are both just wearing underpants and shirts, and I'm wearing the shirt that he gave me a couple of weeks ago. On my bedside table is also one of the presents he gave me for Christmas, it's a stuffed animal that he sprayed with his cologne, so it smells like him for when he isn't here, and I have that to cuddle with instead.
"you're so beautiful baby" he says and lean over to kiss me softly, but the kiss quickly gets more intense, and he ends up slipping his tongue into my mouth and slide his hand under the back of my shirt to hold onto my bare skin which he knows I love when he does.
Then someone clears their throat, and we pull away and I turn to look at the door where my dad is standing with a raised eyebrow. "I was just going to say that your mom and I are going to bed. Can I trust that you will behave. No sex" he says, and I groan. "Dad seriously. Its late, we are going to sleep. Don't worry" I say annoyed. Why can't he just leave this alone and trust me.
He crosses his arms "okay, I'm going to trust you. Alex keeps it in your pants" he says, and I turn crimson red but thankfully my dad says goodnight and leaves to go to his room. I hear their bedroom door close before I say anything.
"Sometimes my parents are so anoying. God. You should have heard how he went off on me earlier today. He found condoms and I thought I was going to die. He was screaming at me like that's going to help. I know that he wants to protect me but what happen to my body my choice" I groan and nuzzle my head into his chest, and he holds me close. "Your dad just wants to protect you. If it helps at all, my mom was unpacking my bag while we were at school because I forgot. And she found condoms and had a painfully long talk with me about safe sex. They love us and want us to be safe" he says.
I know he Is right but it's still anoying. Then I start to get that tingly feeling between my legs again. "Is it bad that having talked about sex all day I'm getting... tingly" I ask with a nervous laughter. He smirks at me and take my knee and press it between his legs, he is hard too. We are both blushing like crazy.
"What do we do now. I'm scared to you know... get naked... when my parents are two rooms down from us" I say hesitantly. He bites his lips "we could... I mean... we have hands" he says, and blush and I grin at him. We are both clearly really horny and wants to feel that contact. "You do me and I do you? And this means that we aren't technically lying to my parents, because it's in your pants" I say with a smirk, and he nods.
He starts to kiss me and trace circles with his fingers on my stomach as we make out. But then he lets his hand go down further and slip into my underwear
*** the next day ***
-Taylors pov-
A lot happened yesterday, and I've hardly slept all night. First, we were at the prosecutor's office with aurora talking about the horrible stuff that happened to her, and then it was the blowout about Ellie having sex. It was a lot to deal with and I can tell that joe is still mad, but I'm trying to ignore it.
When we are getting ready to leave to take kenzie to school and take aurora to the therapist I go into Ellies room where they are lying in bed talking. They have the day off today, so they aren't in a rush to get out of bed, and I don't blame her for that. I do have a feeling that they will end up having sex, I'm not stupid, but I'm trying to ignore it. I don't like this but there is nothing I can do about it.
"We are leaving now. Will be home around lunch time, I think. Call me if you need anything" I tell them and kiss Ellies forhead. I don't say anything else but when we get in the car joe is giving me looks clearly thinking about if our daugther is going to do something while we are away. We were considering having one of us stay home, but we know that right now aurora needs the both of us to go to these things. As much as we hate leaving Ellie alone at home after yesterday, we don't have much choice. We did allow her boyfriend to stay there while we are away because we know that if not, they would just go to his house. They are hormonal teenagers and I'm trying to remember that. But Ellie has a gynecologist appointment tomorrow though.
-auroras pov-
We get to the therapist's office, and according to mom this is the therapist Ellie goes to. I don't want to go here; I don't want to talk to anyone because I just feel like I can't. No one seems to understand that I just can't talk about it, I don't want to, and I just can't. Not to mention that I don't even think I need therapy, I'm fine but no one is listening to me.
'I'm going in alone because everyone else decided that it would probably be best, so I sit down on her couch and stare around the room. It's way too many toys in her and silly characters on the walls. "so I'm anna, and I'm a psychologist" she tells me, and I introduce myself too.
"so I heard that something happened to you. But first I would like to hear a bit about you" she says, and I shrug and tell her what I like to do when I'm at home, what skills I like to do in the gym and what subjects are fun or hard at school. She asks me about my relationship with my siblings, but I don't want to be here, and I don't aren't to talk to this lady.
"I know it's probably hard to talk about, but do you want to talk about what happened? With your coach" she asks, and I shake my head "I don't want to be here at all. I told everyone that, but no one is listening to me. I don't need therapy and I don't want to talk to you." I say honestly and cross my arms. I want to go home; I don't want to be here.
"it's probably weird to talk to a stranger about something so personal, but your parents thinks that it's a good idea. Why don't you try it? I can't tell anything of what you're saying to them unless you're either a danger to yourself or to others. Otherwise, I'm bound by confidentiality so you can tell me anything" she explains but I really don't care.
She clearly senses that I'm not interested so she brings out a drawing of a body and I furrow my eyebrows "could you maybe point to where he touched you. So you don't need to talk about it" she suggests, and I roll my eyes. "What part about not wanting to talk don't you get. I'm not going to point and I'm not going to talk about this. I'm going home" I say and stand up before I storm out of the room to go find my parents. They seem confused that I'm out after ten minutes and I can hear the stupid therapist following me.
"Aurora what's wrong?" my mom asks me, and I cross my arms "I was there for ten minutes, I did what you asked. Now I'm going home. Are you going to drive me or do I need to walk. I'm not speaking to her. I told her about what I like to do, now I'm going home" I say really loudly but there isn't anyone else in the waiting room, but I wouldn't care if there was anyway. I don't want to be here and if I have to, I will walk home. I'm not dealing with this. I talked to that stupid woman yesterday and that was more than enough. Why don't they understand that this isn't something I want to talk about.
"How about we come in with you and we can talk about this in private" my mom suggests, and I roll my eyes, but I follow them. "I give you five minutes and then I'm walking home if you don't drive me" I say sternly and loudly to them. I'm even refusing to sit down; I'm standing by the door. "Aurora why don't you come sit down and we can talk with your parents" anna suggests and I shake my head.
"Aurora, anna is really good at her job with talking with kids who have been through hard stuff. And you went through something really hard, and your mom and I think that you should try speaking to her about it. It's important to get your feelings out there so you can handle this" my dad says, and my insides burn with anger.
"I hate you all. Why won't you listen to me. I don't want to talk about this. I'm not talking about this, and everyone just needs to leave me alone" I say and run out of the room, and I would run out of the building but security is at the entrance so they would never let me run away. Instead, I lock myself in a bathroom and slide down against the wall crying. Why won't anyone listen to me.
-taylors pov-
Auroras explosion wasn't something I was prepared for; therapy has worked so well for Ellie but clearly aurora isn't having any of it. Joe stays with the therapist, and I go to get aurora, she must be in the waiting area with the security but when she isn't there I get really confused. "Where is aurora?" I ask them and they look confused. "What do you mean? we haven't seen her" they say.
I'm starting to panic but she has to be in here somewhere because security is at the door. So I decide to go to the bathrooms. One of them is locked and one is open, so I knock on the locked one and press my ear against it to try and hear. I hear sobs so she is probably in there.
"Aurora, open the door please" I ask her "no I'm not going to speak to that woman" she screams at me. Maybe this isn't going to work for her, at least at this point in time. I know we can't force someone to go to therapy, that's not how it works. It just doesn't work for everyone and that's how it is, if she is this upset maybe she isn't really for it.
"How about you wait in here for two minutes and I will go tell your dad and we can go home. Does that sound like a plan" I ask her, and she agrees so I go back to annas office. "I don't think this is right for her right now. She has locked herself in the bathroom. I think we should take her home" I say and sigh.
"Pressuring someone to do therapy when they don't want to isn't going to help. How about we keep her case open, and you call if she is ready to talk. Some kids need some time before they are ready to talk about it. And just keep an eye on her, some kids turn to other dangerous behaviors to cope. But you already know that I suppose" we know that all too well, with everything that happened with Ellie we are well aware of the trick's kids use.
We thank her for taking time to speak to us and then we go to get aurora from the bathroom "come on sweetie. We are going home now" I say through the door. She doesn't say anything, but she does come out of the bathroom with puffy red eyes and glares at us. I try to wipe her tears away, but she pushes me away and walk out the door towards the car.
Helping her get through this is clearly not going to be like it was with Ellie. We will haft to find other ways to get her to talk. She has already told us some of it, and told a lot to the forensic psychologist, but she isn't talking about her feelings around all of this. We only know specifically what happened but nothing more than that. She is keeping things locked inside of her and we just need to hope she opens up because this isn't good for anyone. Keeping things locked inside isn't going to help her.
-ellies pov-
"Alex" i moan softly as I reach my peak with a panting breath, and he does too quickly after me. we lay breathlessly next to one another on my bed completely naked but giggling and smiling. It's still painful, and I cried a bit today too, but according to what my mom said yesterday it hurt for her for the first couple of times before it stopped hurting, so I'm just counting on that. But it does feel good too though, but I'm having a hard time reaching my peak just by the sex alone but I found that rubbing at the same time would help as that's how I do it myself so I figured that would help.
My phone lights up and I cheek it. It's my mom.
Taylor- on our way home now.
My eyes widen "we should get dressed; they are on their way home" I giggle, and we quickly slip out of bed and get dressed. The last thing I want is them getting home and we are naked, that would be a nightmare. I know by the text that my mom suspects, but I didn't tell her anything.
This feels exiting, exploring our bodies is exiting for both of us, especially when it feels this good. Whenever I reach my peak it's such an intense pleasure that it's hard to not scream. My legs get really wiggly, and my breath gets weird.
Just as we wash up in the bathroom and get dressed, I hear the front door open, and voices come into the house. I'm a bit confused because mom said they would be gone longer than this, but I guess they got done with whatever they were doing early. I'm not stupid, I know something is going on, but I also know that they won't tell me and that's anoying.
-taylors pov-
I go up the stairs to say hi to Ellie and Alex and I'm slightly nervous about what I'm going to see. But when I go into her room they are lying in bed on their phones, but they aren't fooling me because they're both flustered and have glistening skin. "What have you been doing" I ask them and raise an eyebrow.
Ellie bites her lip and giggles "Nothing. Just hanging out" she says but obviously that's a lie. This girl is growing up and as much as I don't like it, I do also get it. At least I know they are being safe and that's the most important thing.
"i'm sure you were doing nothing. You're okay?" I say and she nods and both of them are giddy and giggling. we all know that we all know what went down before we got home.
"You should like take some cold water in your face or something cause its written on your face and you know exactly how your dad is going to react" I tell them, and she nods "thanks"
Both of them slip into the bathroom and I sigh as I walk downstairs. Teenagers these days are full of hormones and sexual desires.
Joe is anxious when I go into the kitchen where he and aurora is "were they... did they have.." he asks and scratch the back of his neck "joe we talked about this yesterday. Stop" I tell him and pat his back.
"Do what? Did they have sex" aurora giggles just as Ellie and Alex is coming into the kitchen too "we are just going to get breakfast" she mumbles. "Ellie had sex; Ellie had sex!" aurora chants clearly happy that the focus is on something other than her after the morning she has had.
"Stop aurora" Ellie groans but is crimson red and so is Alex. They decide to just get some cereal with milk and a banana each. But aurora can't stop giggling when they go to sit down.
"Then why didn't you eat breakfast earlier if you didn't have sex. Ellie is having sex dad aren't you mad at her. Is that why she moans, I hear it sometimes" aurora says with a cheeky grin and Ellies eyes widen.
This gets joes attention "wait, when was she moaning aurora?" he says, and I know this isn't going to be good. "I went to get water yesterday. And I've heard it before too" she says, and this causes joe to get mad again.
"You had sex while we were sleeping Elliana!" he yells at her and she shakes her head "no I told you I wasn't going to" she says, and I can tell she is telling the truth, but she probably did something else...
I need to defuse this situation "joe we had this conversation yesterday, let it go" I whisper in his ear, and he glares at me and makes some coffee.
Ellie is clearly getting upset and is almost in tears while aurora keeps chanting that they had sex. Alex looks really uncomfortable too but the way he is looking at Ellie makes my heart warm. He clearly loves her and cares for her. So he wraps his arms around her, and she cries into his chest. I wish joe would put more attention to that part and not just the other parts he doesn't like.
"Aurora, that's enough" I tell her, and she rolls her eyes and announce that she is going to the basement to tumble.
I go over to joe and make him turn to face them and whisper in his ear "look, look how much he cares for her. She is crying joe. Stop going after her about this, it's not helping." he is holding her close, and she has her face safely tucked into his chest. "I mean they are pretty cute" he mumbles and wrap an arm around my waist.
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