** Thursday December 27th 2035**
-taylors Pov-
It's a couple of days after Christmas and joes' family left last night. I let them take my jet so they could have a comfortable flight back home to London. It's so much fun having them here, especially when all the kids get together and have such a good time. The girls had gymnastics and dance early this morning and have the afternoon to do other things. Aurora is going to ruby's house for a sleepover, kenzie is going to Austin's house to have a sleepover with Clara and Ellie is going to Alex's house to have a sleepover with him.
Joe is really nervous about Ellie sleeping over there but I've tried to calm him down and make him remember that this means we get the house to ourselves for the evening and night. We haven't had the house for just the two of us in months and it's going to be nice to have some quality time.
"I don't like that she is going over there, we have no way to make sure she isn't having sex if she isn't at our house. This is a bad idea" joe says and pace the living room now that all the kids are off at their respective sleepovers.
"joe, calm down. What did we say about trusting her" I would tell him what me and Ellie talked about, but I don't want to break her trust.
** flashback two days ago **
"Mom can I talk to you" Ellie comes into my room "of course you can, come on let's go to your room" we go to her room and close the door. She seems really nervous as she sits down on her bed and tuck her legs close to her.
"Alex and I talked about... talked about it... And I need to talk about it because I'm going crazy" she says, and I take a second to understand what she is referring too "you talked about sex? Do you want to tell me more about it?" I try to sound calm but it's hard because maybe she wants to have sex, that would be a hard pill to swallow.
"yes. It was the day when we were down in the basement. It's so anoying that everyone keeps bringing it up all the time. And I told him that I'm not ready to have sex. And he said that he wasn't either. He is a virgin too" she says, and she has a tiny smile on her face and a faint blush on her cheeks. "Neither one of us is ready for sex. And that made me really comfortable knowing that he feels like that too. But it's so anoying when everyone takes everything we do as a sigh we are going to have sex"
I give her time to get everything off her chest before I speak "it's good that you had that conversation. For a relationship to work communication is probably the most important thing. And it's good that you could be honest about what you're ready for and what you're not ready for. I think it was pretty brave of you to tell him and it shows how mature you are"
Admitting it was probably a bit scary because you never know how the opposite person is going to react to something like that. Joe and I never had to have this conversation because we were having sex before we became a couple, but I was a young girl once upon a time and had to say no to a boyfriend that wanted to have sex. I didn't have sex before I was 20 years old, but I wish I waited longer. Clearly jake was no good for me and he was nine years older than me too. I regret that I let myself be convinced to have sex, but I said yes, and I didn't feel like it was forced, but I just wasn't comfortable. I gave something I could never get back and I wish I had waited longer actually.
"It made me even more comfortable that I know we can make out, he can hold me close... and he can kiss my neck... But I won't get pressured to go further" she says and bite her lip and I chuckle "no need to hide it Ellie, I saw the two hickeys on your neck that you covered up. I'm your mom I see these things" I say, and she giggles.
Of course, I noticed it right away. I've covered up many hickeys during my life, so I know what it looks like covered up. at least they are on her neck and no other places because that would mean they took things further so I'm just trying to hold onto that.
"I miss him, is that weird? He has only been gone a couple of days" she says with a cheeky smile, and I nod "its normal if you really like someone"
Still after 19 and a half year together I still miss joe a lot if he is away from me. It seems like no amount of time spent together is enough, I always want to be around him. I'm still so madly in love with him that I want to be in his presence all the time and show him how much I love him.
** end of flashback **
Eventually I get joe to sit down and relax some and i grin up at him as i'm snuggled under his arm "you know... we have the house to us selves. Do you want to... if you're not in too much pain" I ask him and bite my lip.
"i've been dying to have sex with you again Mrs. Alwyn" he says and smirk at me and I stand up and reach out my hand so we can walk upstairs "then you can lay back and relax and ill straddle you babe" I say and wink at him and we walk upstairs giggling like two teenagers.
MATURE CONTENT
He takes off his pants and shirt and I take off mine too before I push him down on the bed and straddle his waist before I interlock our lips. One of his hands rests on my waist pulling me closer to him while the other is caressing my ass. My hands are in his hair letting my fingers tangle in his soft blond locks.
"i've been dying to do this" I say against his lips. "When was the last time you had an orgasm Mrs. Alwyn" he says and travel his mouth down my neck and sink his teeth softly into my skin before sucking harshly which will absolutely leave a mark. I'm softly moaning, and I feel my panties getting wetter my the second. "Last night in the shower. The showerhead and my vibrator have been good friends of mine while you've been sick" I say between moans.
He tosses my bra on the floor, and I move up his body so he can take my breast in his mouth, and I gasp when I feel the contact for the first time since the accident. His hand is playing with the other breast while his other hand slips into my panties to play with my clit and that makes my breath hitch and I start to grind against his fingers.
"you're so wet love. I love it" he says, and I stand up to take my panties completely off leaving me without a tread on my body. "Naked for my eyes only" he says, and smirk and I laugh before climbing on top of him again and go to pull down his boxers. "Wait, sit on my face first. I can't exactly be in the usual position because it hurts to lay in that way right now, but no one said I can't still play with your clit with my mouth" he says, and I happily move up his body and he get in a comfortable position before letting his mouth meet my core and I take a deep breath in pure pleasure.
The movement of his tongue makes me cum pretty fast and I'm happy the girls aren't at home because I can't keep the loud moans from escaping my mouth.
After riding it out I slide down his body again and run his erection up and down in my folds before gently sliding down on him and we both moan feeling our bodies join together again.
"Oh my god" I whimper in pleasure as I ride him, and he helps my movements by guiding my hips and I dig my nails into his chest to steady myself. "Holly shit" he grunts.
He starts to rub my clit and with a scream I clench around him and orgasm again and it doesn't take him long to cum with a loud moan too and I fall down on the bed next to him.
END OF MATURE CONTENT
"Holly shit that was good. I missed this" I say and snuggle into his chest, and he wraps his arms around me. "I missed this too. I particularly love seeing your face when you reach your peak" he says and kiss the top of my head and I laugh.
-ellies pov-
We go upstairs to Alex's room after saying hi to his mom and his siblings. This is the first time I'm seeing his since before Christmas so I'm really excited to spend the night here with him.
I put my bag on his chair before he laces his arms around me and spin me around to face him "want to go in the hot tub? My sister used it earlier down in the sauna room that I don't know why we have we just do, but it's nice and warm" he says and peck my lips. "Sounds fun let me change" he already told me to bring a bathing suit because he has shown me the tub before when he gave me a house tour, but we have never used it. They have this room downstairs with a small sauna, a hot tub, a rain shower and stuff like that.
I get my bikini and go in his bathroom to change, and I grin a little when I remember that he has never seen me in a bathing suit before. He has seen me in booty shorts and a sports bra, but that's about as minimally clothed he has seen me. It's not that we are going to have sex, neither one of us is ready for that, but it's still exiting that he might run his hands over more of my bare skin.
After slipping into my bikini, I come out of the bathroom with my clothes and Alex smirks at me and peck my lips and I laugh and now he goes to change too. He has already gotten two towels, so I wrap one securely around my body.
He comes out and we head down to the sauna room and lay our towels on a chair "you look, wow" he says and lay his hands on my hips, and I grin at him and run my fingers down his naked chest. "i'm nothing special"
"Nonsense. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen no matter what you wear" he kisses me softly before we slip into the hot tub, and he drags me over so I'm sitting in his lap. The hot water and bubbles feel nice but it's also nice feeling his hands dance over my skin.
I lean my head against his and let myself feel what it's like to be wrapped in his strong arms. When he holds me close it's like no one can hurt me.
"so how are you feeling about next week?" he asks, and I tense for a moment before I try to relax again "i'm nervous. I don't want to see him. I didn't want to see him at the parole hearing either. The last thing I said at the last trial was that I never wanted to see him again. I also don't really understand what I'm supposed to say because there isn't much I remember about the crash and the court have the transcripts from the last trial"
I wish I didn't need to be there or say something, but I don't have much choice in the matter. With a subpoena I can't refuse to show up, so I need to just get it over with and move on. It's hard to keep having him come back and mess with our lives because every time I feel like things are getting better, he does something else.
"Did you... the court papers of the last case were leaked, and I know it was all over the school. Did you ever read it" I ask him hesitantly. He shakes his head "No, because I already knew that I really liked you and I was dying to ask you out since we started to dance together. So I felt like it was an invasion of privacy to read it. I figured that if you want me to know you can tell me, but you're absolutely entiteled to keep it private. I'm not going to pressure you to talk about it"
"I really can't talk about it with anyone. I usually panic" I tell him honestly. "Well, I wish I could be there that day and hold your hand. But I'm not going to ballet that day so I'm going to come over after I go home to change after school and spend the rest of the day with you" he already got his parents to agree to let him skip ballet that day to be with me. His whole family have been really welcoming to me and I really appreciate that. I feel really comfortable when I'm over at his house even though the nerves are still there.
I grin at him before letting our lips meet and he shifts us so I'm straddling his waist and one of his hands are around my waist and the other one lands on my ass making me shiver. He slips his tongue into my mouth, and I moan softly as our tongues play together. My fingers intertwine in his hair, and I love being pressed together like this.
Then his mouth travel from my lips down my neck and to the exposed skin on my chest. The bikini is like a bra so there is skin there and he looks up at me "can I? I don't need to do it if you don't want to"
"Please do" I smirk at him, and he starts to suck on my chest and tighten his arm around my waist. I let out another soft moan and tangle my fingers in his hair. I'm getting hot and my whole body is tingly. Is this what being turned on feels like?
Then I feel something hard against my ass and my eyes widen. Is that his.... he pulls away and we both look at one another mortified and I climb off his lap and sit down next to him instead and I don't think either one of us know what to say right now.
I'm biting my lip and blushing like crazy. Did he just get an erection from touching my body? Did he get those tingly feelings too? This feels good and uncomfortable at the same time. Because I was really enjoying myself and this means he was too. I'm just scared to take this too far and I don't want to do anything more before I know I'm ready. But at the same time, I can't stop these feelings from coming.
"so... do you want to talk about it" he mumbles and i bite my lip again "i don't know what to say" I blush, and he tilts my head so I'm looking at him "do I make you feel that way" I say nervously.
"Well... I can't lie... You do, you turn me on. But that doesn't mean we need to go all the way Elliana. I don't think I'm ready and you said you're not ready" he tells me and caress my face. "You make me feel those things too. You turn me on too" I say and can't keep a little smile from my lips.
Did we just admit that we are horny for one another? I'm making his... his thing go hard, and he makes me feel tingly feelings that I don't know what to do with. Part of me wish I was ready and felt like I wanted to do this now, but I'm just not. My mom says I'm a teenager and teenagers have raging hormones, but it's still weird to me.
"just because we are not having sex doesn't mean we can't make out anymore though, we are just aware that those feelings are there, but we don't need to take it further" he says and wrap his arms around me, and I rest my head on his chest.
"I love you" I say softly, and he kisses my head "I love you too Elliana. So much"
I giggle and lean up to kiss him again and he run his hand down to my waist and gently caress the skin there with one hand and the other is going down me too, but it bumps into my breast, I gasp and blush, and he pulls away from my lips "sorry, I didn't... I didn't mean to... I didn't mean to do that" he says and now he is blushing like crazy too.
We both agree that this is getting too hot, and we are struggling to keep it together, so we get out of the hot tub and quickly rinse off in the rain shower before heading upstairs to get dressed.
"you two look flustered" Meghan, his older sister says with a smirk and that make both of us turn even redder. "We are not" Alex argues and tug me with him upstairs and we can't stop giggling about what just happened.
5+ comments and 10+ likes for next chapter
Instagram: Swiftielife__
Twitter: Swiftielife__