Jealous | Tommyinnit angst

By jubidoobi

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⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ -eating disorder -self harm -suicidal thoughts -suicide ________________________ ☁️... More

𝟷 ➪ Sorry
2 ➪ I tried?
3 ➪ Thank you.
4 ➪ Am I the Problem?
5 ➪ That's the point.
6 ➪ Something wasn't right!
7 ➪ Don't Regret This.
8 ➪ You're here!
9 ➪ Finally.
10 ➪ Come to me, Prick.
11 ➪ Damnit
12 ➪ It's Alright.
13 ➪ I Can't Eat.
14 ➪ Never Again.
15 ➪ Drowning
16 ➪ Kill Himself.
17 ➪ Home.
18 ➪ Better.
19 ➪ Until you are out.
20 ➪ I Blocked Karl.
21 ➪ I Won't be Like Him.
22 ➪ That Night.
23 ➪ Hello, Tommy
24 ➪ Wilbur Doesn't
25 ➪ Don't Go.
26 ➪ I Failed You, Tommy.
27 ➪ Go With Him?
28 ➪ You ran out of time, Karl.
29 ➪ I Need It.
30 ➪ Won't leave you again.
31 ➪ He Ignored Me.
32 ➪ Bye, Karl!
33 ➪ Is He Gonna Be Ok?
34 ➪ Am I the Cause of it All?
35 ➪ Tommy is Gone?
36 ➪ Peace.
37 ➪ He's the Issue.
38 ➪ Get Out.
39 ➪ He Never Meant It.
40 ➪ Tired of Being Here.
41 ➪ They Were Both Gone.
43 ➪ I'm fine, I promise.
44 ➪ Stopped Him.
45 ➪ This was Reality.
46 ➪ Walked Away.
47 ➪ Lowest Point.
48 ➪ Bandage.
49 ➪ Ranboo Smiled.
50 ➪ Over the Edge.
51 ➪ Won't do It.
52 ➪ You Win This Time.
53 ➪ What Changed.
54 ➪ Dead Weight.
55 ➪ Techno?
56 ➪ Hey, Mom.
57 ➪ Recognize it.
58 ➪ They Care.
59 ➪ I'm Supposed to help...
60 ➪ Trust Your Gut.
61 ➪ Looking up
62 ➪ I'm so Awful.
63 ➪ All of it.
64 ➪ Jealous
➪ A/N

42 ➪ Ask About it Later.

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"How did he find out?" Sapnap growled.

"I- I don't know.." I muttered, twiddling my fingers with every word I spoke.

"You do know, don't you?.." He seethed, I could sense his anger rising.

I suddenly became very tense, Sapnap and I were far off into the woods, far enough for them to not hear us scream.

"I swear- I haven't said anything!?" I backed up a little.

"Well Wilbur obviously found out some way!" He threw his arms.

"Maybe he just saw us and we didn't see him!" I raised my voice.

"DONT FUCKING RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME, QUACKITY!!" Sapnap yelled.

"Sorry.. Jeez..." I mumbled and crossed my arms.

"You know that when Wilbur finds out.. He's obviously not gonna have a closed mouth in a fight." He stated the obvious.

"And that's exactly what happened. So now everyone fucking knows, Quackity." Sapnap blamed me.

"I never told him I swear!! Please just- Believe me." I cried.

"No, Quackity. You broke my trust." He sounded genuine, I felt really sorry for having Wilbur find out.. I didn't tell him though?

"I didn't fucking tell Wilbur!" I shouted a little, instantly covering my mouth.

"What did I fucking tell you." He took off his sad and whiny facade and turned angry at the speed of light.

"I didn't mean it- I.. Please.." I tripped backwards and fell down.

"I FUCKING TOLD YOU, QUACKITY!!" He screamed, stomping over.

"NO NO PLEASE IM SORRY-"

















Wilbur POV

I drowned in sorrow as I laid against my synthetic sleeping bag. The sky was dusk and dark, it didn't help my pain. I hated myself for standing in Phil's shadow. I'm just like him. Everyone thinks different of me now, I changed a lot after Techno left. There was no one to help me then.

I wasn't proud with myself for slapping Tommy. That was awful, I regret it so much. Before I could hold myself back from hitting him but he just pissed me off so much- Do I have anger issues? Screw it.

I lit a cigarette and smoked a little. I then lit it again and pressed it down on my thigh. I had multiple scars from other burn marks and marks from Dad. I was just creating more. I deserve it anyway, I'm a shit human being.

I threw away the cigarette and limped back to my tent, every step kinda hurt my leg, especially to stretch it.

I shortly fell asleep after that.














I woke up to the smell of breakfast cooking, I got dressed and zipped open my tent. "Morning, Quackity!" I smiled.

"Hey, Wilbur! You're up early." Quackity smiled back.

"Yup- I actually woke up to the smell of what you're cooking, what is it?" I asked.

"Pancakes and bacon, nothing too special!"

I drooled at the thought of the food, but the sun rays interrupted my zone. It's so early yet so hot.

"Godddd... It's so hot, Quackity... I'm gonna melt!" I whined jokingly.

"Yeah and cooking doesn't make it any better." He sweat.

"Maybe it's that fuckin jacket of yours.. How are you even wearing that?!"

"No sun burns for me! I have sensitive skin and just my luck I forgot sunscreen on a CAMPING TRIP." Quackity groaned, flopping his arms.

"Sucks to suck." I laughed.

He pouted with an irritated looked, did I upset him?-

"GOODMORNING!" Sapnap made a great appearance, he stretched his arms and yawned loudly.

"Jeez.. Go back to bed!" I spat in a sarcastic tone.

"Nope!" He giggled and walked over to Quackity.

"Whatcha makin?"

"Your favorite!" Quackity smiled.

"Little kiss up huh.." Sapnap teased.

Quackity frowned a little.

"Im joking!! Thank you though." Sapnap scruffed Quackity's head. Quackity grinned widely.

Sapnap then came and sat down next to me as Quackity served us our breakfast. We both got to eating and thanked him. I was starving.. Quite literally. I didn't eat a lot of the breakfast.

Once I was finished I threw away the trash. I saw Quackity, but he was zoned out. Like really zoned out. He looked really tired. He had big eyebags, I hadn't even noticed them earlier.

"Quackity?" I snapped, he cracked his head towards me.

"Mhm?"

"Did you sleep at all last night?" I concerned.

"Only a little.. I-" He gulped. "I couldn't sleep well, it was really hot last night."

"Oh.. Does your eye feel any better?" I questioned his black eye.

"Not really, it's still very bruised even though it's faded." He hissed.

"Well that's somewhat better.." I cringed.

"Goodmorninggg!!" Karl smiled and walked out of his tent.

"Hey!" Quackity and Sapnap said at the same time.

He walked over, "Didya leave me any food?" He scratched the back of his head.

"Yeah, Save Tommy some though." Quackity informed.

"I can go wake him." I suggested, they nodded so I did.

"Tommmyyyy.." I whispered and opened his tent. I saw him spread across his sleeping bag, his sleeves were rolled up from the blanket rubbing up against it. I cringed at the multiple cuts on his arm.. They were fresh. I frowned at the thought that this was my doing.

"Tommy.. wake up!" I shook him a little.

He squinted his eyes, "Wilbur..??" He sat up and rubbed his eyes. "Good morning.." He smiled drowsily.

"Good- goodmorning.." I smiled, trying to hold back tears.

"A-are you ok?" He suddenly got concerned and held my arm, soon realizing his cuts were bright and shining.

"Oh.. I'm sorry." He mumbled, rolling up his sleeves.

"It's alright- I.. just.. I'm sorry if I ever hurt you, Tommy." I blabbered, sweat was dripping down my face.

He looked at me with a droopy look, I felt empathy rush through my veins. He didn't say anything after that and just got up, shaking off any negative emotions. "What's for breakfast?" He changed the subject.

"Pancakes and bacon." I replied, I think he's mad at me. He probably hates me

"I love bacon and pancakes!" He shouted like a child and ran out of the tent, instantly going to eat.

I just sat down in my tent, thinking. I was really deep in thought when suddenly I pressed on my thigh. I hissed in pain, the burns still really hurt. My whole body was worn out, I've not eaten much.

I let my head drop back into my pillow, I was drained.

I was close to losing consciousness when I suddenly heard foot steps walking past my tent and into the forest.

It was Sapnap and Quackity.. Strange. This happened last night too. They disappeared and I didn't see Quackity nor Sapnap for the rest of the night.

I'll ask about it later.

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