Unruly Choice of Fate (COMPLETE)

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That hug makes me feel that I'm finally home at last. It fills my empty soul for twelve years and I don't know how that happened. Basta nang niyakap niya ako kakaibang init ang bumalot sa puso ko na hindi ko naman maipaliwanag kung ano. The warmth that no one can give me, but him.

I don't like that thought. Ayokong bumigay dahil lang sa isang beses na yakap na iyon. Pero kasi tuwing naaalala ko ang paghalik niya sa buhok ko parang gusto kong matunaw na lang ulit.

Someone snapped in front of my face. "Stop that."

Kaharap ko nga pala si Nate. Napatuwid ako ng upo sa upuan at patay malisya na sumimsim ng wine.

"What? I'm not doing anything." Inosenteng sabi ko.

He gave me a deadpan look. "You looked like a love-sick fool teenager."

"What? No, I'm not!" Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin.

Ngumisi lang siya. "That's just days of being with him, huh? What more if you two get back together?" Asar niya. "Anyway, that man is seriously possessive to you."

Kumunot ang noo ko. "What do you mean possessive? We're not together and who knows what he really feels?" Inirapan ko siya.

"Really? Keep believing that, then, and I'll believe in mine. Let's see what will happen." 

Kampante siyang nagpunas ng bibig dahil tapos na siya kumain.

"Why do I feel like you're up to something or you know something I don't."

He chuckled. "Just pray that he takes action before everything falls according to our plan. We're marrying each other, right?"

Tinapos ko na rin ang pagkain at uminom ng tubig. Pinunasan ko ang labi ko bago siya sinagot.

"What about your girl? Secretary, really? Baka iba na ang ginagawa niyo sa opisina."

Tumaas ang sulok ng labi niya. "That's unavoidable."

I gasped. "You two..." Binigyan ko siya ng makahulugang tingin.

Nagkibit balikat lang siya at nakangising mapang-asar. This man! He's involving sex at work!

 "Why do I feel like we will be talking about your escapes even when we got married? Imagine? We'll say a sacred vow, but then we will talk about your adultery every day."

He smirked. "You jealous?"

Napasimangot ako. "You can tell me all your sexscapes and I don't care. I can just do IVF without physically involving you." Iningusan ko siya.

"Don't you want me? I'm good in bed. I can do both lovemaking and hard fucking."

Sinipa ko yung paa niya sa ilalim ng lamesa. "You're too vulgar! And hell, I don't want to have sex with you. I rather stay a virgin my whole life, than have sex with just 'anyone."

"I'm not just anyone and I fuck good, you know. Don't you want to experience a good fuck? No string attached."

"You have that Island girl. What's her name anyway?" Pag-iiba ko ng topic.

Biglang nagseryoso ang itsura niya. "Rafaela Cortez. A half foreigner living here in Philippines." 

I smirked. "I told you, she's Asian." Sumimsim ako ng wine. "You saw her son?"

Umiling siya. "Not yet. I just heard that she has a son and she confirmed it when I asked her." 

Biglang may nabuong ideya sa utak ko. "How old her son is? Any idea?" Kunwari ay walang malisya na tanong ko.