avengers imagines

• Clingy || Sebastian Stan •

ib a tom holland one shot
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your p.o.v. ~
you had just gotten out of the shower, and you were currently getting ready. soon, you and sebastian would be meeting up with anthony and chris. you applied makeup and did your hair, grabbing everything you needed.

you walked out of the room, finding sebastian on the phone. he hadn't noticed you yet. you were about to go back to the room and wait for him, until you heard your name.

you kept a distance, just incase sebastian saw you, but you could still hear clearly.

"yes, she's coming.. i know! it's like she can't back off a little... yes!... no, y/n is definitely more clingy.."

you sped back to the room. he thought you were clingy? and he's never said anything? quickly, you took off your makeup and slipped into pyjamas. you laid back in bed.

"hey.. i thought you were getting ready?" sebastian said as he walked in. "i- uhm.. i don't feel good.." you said. he walked over, "aw, baby, what's wrong?" he said, sitting next to you and moving some of your hair out of your face. "i have a headache.." you tried your best to sound convincing.

"do you want me to stay home?" he said, sounding a bit disappointed. "no, it's okay." "okay.." he said, kissing your forehead and getting up to leave. "i love you." he called out before leaving. he closed the door before you could respond.

you sighed. yeah, you wanted to be around sebastian a lot because you missed him, but you didn't think you were being clingy. you felt bad for not giving him space. at least, now that you know, you could back off a little.

you heard the front door open and close, indicating sebastian was home. you wanted to run and jump into his arms, but you reminded yourself about not being too clingy.

"hey, are you feeling any better?" he asked. "mhm." you hummed, closing your eyes. you heard him shuffling around, and you could only assume he was changing into more comfortable clothes. he laid down next to you, but instead of snuggling into him, you stayed in the same spot.

two weeks later, sebastian's p.o.v. ~
i've noticed a sudden change in y/n. she's not as energetic anymore, she never wants to hangout with me or my friends, she never cuddles with me anymore, she doesn't even wear my clothes anymore.

she always has plans so we never even spend time together. y/n is always happy, so what changed? sometimes, i feel like she's cheating.

or, it's like she doesn't even love me anymore..

i had been thinking for such a long time, i didn't realize y/n standing next to me. "sebastian!" she yelled.

"oh. hi," we haven't really talked much, either. it's like i forgot how to talk to her. "d- do you wanna go to dinner with me and anthony?" i asked. "i'm actually going out with y/b/f. sorry.." she said, walking out.

i really wanted her to go this time. she's turned me down 6 times in the last two weeks. even mackie is getting curious of something.

2 hours later, 10pm ~
i had just gotten back to our shared apartment. it wad quite late, 10pm to be exact. and when i got home, y/n wasn't there. i was getting worried, y/n never stays out this late. i called y/b/f, and, luckily, she answered.

"hey!" y/b/f said. "hey, can you tell y/n to come home, please? it's getting late and i'm getting worried." i said. "uhm, what?" she replied. "can you give the phone to y/n, please." i said. "y/n isn't here.." she said in a worried tone. "w- what?!" i started to panic. maybe she is cheating on me!

right on cue, y/n walked through the door. "she's here." i spoke quietly to the phone, hanging up. "where the hell were you?!" i yelled. to my surprise, she looked sober. i was kind of expecting her to be drunk out of her mind, though y/n isn't that type of person.

"i was with y/b-" "cut the bullsh*t! she told me you weren't there!" i yelled. she stayed quiet, and i scoffed. "i should've known you were a cheater." i said, putting my head in my hands.

"wait, i'm- i'm not cheating on you!" she said. when i looked at her, i saw her puffy eyes. it looked like she had been crying for years. "what?" i questioned. "i'm sorry, i just wanted to back off a little, okay? i'd never cheat on you." she said truthfully.

i looked at her, at the tears streaming down her face. she's right. y/n most definitely isn't a cheater. but 'back off a little'? "f*ck.." i said, remembering where those words came from.

"y/n.." i spoke softly, slowly walking over to her. "darling, come here.." i pulled her into my embrace. god, i missed her so much. i remember how much her hugs felt like home. her sweet scent. i missed her. she cried softly into my chest, and i held her tighter.

"i'm so sorry.." i said, closing my eyes to remember this moment. to make sure i never forgot what her hugs feel like, never forget what home feels like. "it's okay." she whispered back. i kissed her forehead, then brought her head up to kiss her.

but this, i missed more than anything.

it wasn't until just now that i realized she put her own happiness aside just to make me happy. she backed off, even though she didn't want to, just so she could give me space.

and, god, i felt awful for saying the things that i said. because, i really missed y/n being 'clingy.' i missed how she'd always lighten the day when we were out with my friends. now, the days are dull. i missed her jumping on me after a long day at work. i missed her cuddling me before we both sleep, or my head laying on her lap whilst she played with my hair and we watched a film. i missed everything about her, and i'll never take her for granted ever again.

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