avengers imagines

• Wasting Time || Sebastian Stan •

lyrics are from the song panama by quinn xcii
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Hold on to me, hold on to me
Panama now seems so sad
Have we outgrown our childhood memories?
Paranoid that we may have
Send postcards with our names signed gently
Writing down what's in my head
We're wasting time, you claim there's plenty
It's all think about in my bed

You and Sebastian were inseparable, ever since birth. It wasn't the biggest secret that you had a crush on him. But, everyone practically knew, everyone except Sebastian's oblivious ass. You wanted to tell Sebastian about your feelings, but, of course, life had it's own plans. He had just been casted for a movie that requires him to fly to Africa for a year. You definitely weren't prepared when he told you, especially since he told you two days before he was going to leave. But, you've delt with distance before, so it shouldn't be as bad, since there's been longer times.

Every year sometime in July, the two of you would fly to Panama together. That was your favourite time of year, since it was just the two of you. It had been tradition for you to go together, but that tradition suddenly stopped two years ago. He felt the same old thing you've been doing since you were 20 had started to get boring. Now, you were left to go alone. Panama now seems so sad. Have we outgrown our childhood memories? Paranoid that we may have.

You were alone in a hotel room in Panama. You were bored, sad. I want to call Sebastian, or at least text him. I want to tell him that I miss him, and, mostly, I want to tell him that I like him. I've been told 'I'm wasting time,' but there's plenty.

sebastian's p.o.v.
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I just saw that Y/N was in Panama, she posted a picture of her at the beach we always used to go to. During our time apart, I realized that I missed her. And that I missed going to Panama together. Oh, and I like her. But, that one's obvious. I've been told she likes me back, but I can't be sure. It's all think about in my bed

p.o.v's ~ y/n, sebastian and anthony (y/n will be in regular font, sebastian will be in italics, and anthony will be in bold)

After lots and lots of thinking, I decided to go to one of my good friend's, Anthony, for help.
"Hey, Mack Attack!" I said, causing a chuckle to escape from him. "Hey, Y/N/N," he said. "Need boy advice?" Oh, he knew me so well. "Yeah, actually." I replied. "Just tell the lucky man that you're in love with him!" he said like it was no big deal. "Look, Y/N," he continued. "You're wasting time, you claim there's plenty." he said. "You're right," I mumbled. "Thanks, Anthony." I said, whilst sighing and hanging up the phone.

"She always needs boy help.. what the-" I began saying but cut myself off when I recieved a call from another one of my friend's, Sebastian. "Always need my help, these two.." I sighed before accepting the call.

"Hey!" I said. "Hey Sexy Seabass, what's up man?" Anthony said. "Well, I need.." "Advice. Yeah, yeah. I know." he said, cutting me off. "Sure, if you wanna put it that way." I joked. "Man, stop playin' around and tell her you like her!" Anthony said. "It's not that easy.." I protested. "You're wasting time, you claim there's plenty." he said. You could almost hear him rolling his eyes. "Okay, I will.." I said reluctantly. "Thanks. Bye, Anthony." I said, hanging up the phone.

I went through my contacts, finding Y/N's name. I texted her a simple 'hello', only to recieve the same thing at the same exact time..

After Sebastian hung up; I noticed something. Everytine Y/N needed boy advice, Sebastian needed girl advice. Noticing that odd coincidence, I realized that they needed advice on telling one another that they liked each other. "Slick bitches.." I mumbled.

Right after I sent a text to Sebastian, I recieved one from him saying the exact same thing. "That's.. weird.." I mumbled before typing a response. Sebastian and I started typing at the same time, so I deleted my text so he could type his. Unfortunately, he had the same idea.

"God dammit." I said, seeing that Y/N had also deleted her text.

After a while of literally going back and forth, typing and erasing, I finally called Sebastian. The worst thing that could happen is whenever I had to speak, he'd speak, too.

"God, she's calling!" I said to nobody but myself.

"H- hey" I said nervously, I didn't expect him to answer so quickly. "Hey, Y/N!" he said. He sounded so jumpy, so excited. "I, uhm.." I said hesitantly. He stayed quiet, waiting for me to speak. "I've been wanting to call. And text. Look, we don't have forever and I just wanted to say that.. I like you, Sebastian. I like you a lot." I said confidently. "I like you too. I have for a while now, I just didn't think you felt the same. I didn't wanna ruin things either.." he said, causing you to smile. He likes you back.

"We're wasting time, we claim there's plenty."

"We're wasting time, we claim there's plenty."

We both laughed and smiled slightly, realizing that those were the exact words Mackie had told us not too long ago.

"I've got to go, Y/N. I love you, goodnight darling." I said.

"I love you, too" I said, unable to wipe the smile off my face.

Buzz. Buzz. My phone buzzed, indicating someone had texted. One was from Y/N, one was from Sebastian. "We're dating!" both of them read. Since when was I cupid for a bunch of middle schoolers?