avengers imagines

go on || bucky barnes

ranting to bucky

your p.o.v.

"it's your fault, y/n! you fucked up, just admit it," tony said to me. he's been up my ass ever since i joined the avengers. he nags at me for every mistake that i make, except this time it's worse because i did royally fuck up. and now he won't stop talking.

"don't you think i fucking know that, stark? could you stop talking for two seconds?"

steve looked like he wanted to interject, but he closed his mouth shut. the rest of the team (sam, nat, bruce, thor, clint, wanda, vision and t'challa) stayed in an awkward silence as the two of you argued in the conference room.

"see, guys? i told you letting y/n join was a bad idea. what, we all give her the benefit of the doubt just cause she's steve's friend? this is partially your fault, rogers-"

"that is enough, tony! i think y/n knows what she did, you can stop yelling at her," steve said.

"you know, maybe if you hadn't forgotten to charge your earpiece, the mission might've actually worked out!" i yelled

"oh, so this is my fault now?"

"you were in the room right next to me. i was calling to you, but your dumbass couldn't hear me! so, yes, at least take the slightest bit of credit for being so-"

"STOP ARGUING FOR FUCKS SAKE!" natasha yelled. "tony, y/n tried, alright? you're not perfect so i suggest you stop pretending that you are."

"you're all ganging up on me now? are we not a team?"

"y/n's apart of the team, too, so get fucking used to it."

i mumbled a thank you to steve and natasha, heading back to my room. tony's face is so punchable i just had to leave.

"god," i mumbled, closing my door. i normally never lashed out, especially not around them. i was brought back to grade school, where it seemed like all of the world was against me.

i glanced at my phone, wanting to call someone. my best friend's haven't really spoken to me ever since i joined the team.

the first person who came to mind was bucky. him and i weren't the best of friends, but he'd always let me rant for hours, never interrupting.

i only talked to bucky occasionally, since he moved into his own apartment a few months ago. he's only ever at the tower for missions or when he and steve train. he comes to dinners and parties sometimes.

"h-hello?" he said groggily, presumably waking up from a nap.

"sorry, did i disturb you?" i mumbled, fumbling with the pen on my desk.

"no, it's alright. are you- alphine, hi," he said, and i could practically hear the smile on his face.

"hi, alphine. send a picture."

bucky

"sent," bucky said. "is everything okay?"

i was so busy looking at the picture of alphine i almost forgot the reason i even called him. "yeah, i mean i guess. sorry i called you, it's just i had no one else to call and-"

"please don't apologize. go on."

"right. yeah, it's getting so hard being here, is all. i really messed up on today's mission and tony wouldn't let me hear the end of it. i love the avengers but he makes me feel like i'm not apart of the team. he fuckin' hates my guts. and he yelled at me infront of the whole team, as if it wasn't already embarrassing enough. they all had to watch the show, my god."

"you're a big member of the team, just as everyone else. stark is just one, snobby person. don't let him bring you down, alright? he's probably just jealous of you or something. and just because you messed up doesn't mean he never does. he lost his robots, for odin's sake! that man is certainly not perfect. who cares what he thinks?"

"i do," i mumbled. he sighed into the pbone.

"you know what'll cheer you up?" he asked hopefully. i hummed. "ice cream and a pretty cat. also me. i'm part of the deal."

"you want me to come over?" i asked, a big smile on my face.

"sure, or i can come to the tower? actually, it's better that was. 7-11 is closer to you, so the ice cream won't melt as much. i gotta go, be there in fifteen."

"wait bu-"

he hung up. what would i do without this man?

bucky

thank you so much for everything.
i love you:)

he sent a voice-recorded message.

"hey, i'm driving but i love you too! text me the flavour you want, bye!"

a/n: random but should i change the title of my book to just "avengers imagines" so its easier to find lol.