First session reflection

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DPOV
She's your student Belikov! Get a grip! My rational side was trying to get through to me but it wasn't working. She had me whipped, there was no doubt about it.
One session was all it had taken. One training and one conversation and she had me opening up. I had felt the spark on the street in Portland. I had sensed the connection in Kirova's office and then much more potently in Alto's class. I wanted, needed, her, to protect her, to talk with her. She was the only one I could open up with, she understood, she understood me. She could read me and it scared me. I didn't want to be scared of her, for her- yes, of her- no.
Oh, this was going to be a long year. If I fought it I risked hurting both of us and the thought of hurting her broke my heart, but if I gave in we could both get in trouble and Lissa was put in danger- if we faced Strigoi I would throw myself in front of Rose instead.
Ugh! This was why I never wanted to fall in love. But the feeling of completion and understanding that came when I was around her was the best in the world. I loved her, it was so wrong, in so many ways but, I loved her with all my heart.

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