PRAY YOU CATCH ME | zion kuwono

ch. 42

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"far enough for him to take me on a date or 2, fuck me and allow me to confess my feelings" I yelled

everyone was in shock , including Zion.

"what?" zion said

"wait what, YOU WHAT?" He screamed at Colson.
Colson was almost shaking at the booming voice of zion.

He didn't know.

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Colson with bulging eyes looked back at the boys for help and they weren't going. Zion turned to me.

"Y'all fucked?" he said with a confused hurt look in his face

"Zion" I said reaching out for his arm.
He snapped back fast , flinching.
That made me feel even worse
He looked at me like I was disgusting.

"answer me!" He yelled. I flinched.

"yes" I mumbled.
He still continued to look at me , mumbling words under his breath I couldn't make out.
He quickly looked up to Colson. Who was standing there. The guys were ready if anything was going to happen. Brandon was still standing close to me.

Zion didn't lunge after Colson. Zion didn't ball up his fist like he usually would. He just stood there, with his hands holding over his eyes.

"How could you ? It was never supposed to be like that bro." Zion said tears running down his cheeks.
I've seen him hurt, but not hurt over something like this.

"I- I - i'm sorry" That's all Colson could make out.
I forgot about what actually was happening and my anger retorted back to Colson and Zion . I was done feeling sorry.

I went hysterical.

"So are we just going to forgot about what y'all planned like Zion's the fucking victim here. You guys set me up, I don't care how far it went. I had sex with him get over it." I said in one breath

"All of you are complete assholes , your whole plan was shitty. The date was to good too be true and seeing you at the park with maya. Was that in the plan too? or do you see her a lot ?" I questioned

Zion stopped crying, he looked up at me with no words. Of course no words came out.
Unbelievable.
I walk away towards Nahmir who was still standing there.

"wait" brandon shouted and ran after us.
Nahmir looked like a lost puppy, he didn't know what just happen or who those people were.

"Alaya stop" Brandon said running behind me.
I stopped and looked at nahmir, I gave him those 'i'm okay' eyes.

I turned around to face Brandon.
He looked at me with sad eyes, he could see the tears staining my cheeks.

"I promise I didn't know Alaya" He said staring at me.
"I promise" he quietly said. Staring down at his shoes. If it was one person I needed these past couple months, it would be him.
We just stood in silence.
He then engulfed me in a hug
" I love you" he said giving me a kiss on the head
I was sobbing at this point , I couldn't help it
"I loved you then, I love you now. I love you"
you can hear the quiet sobs in his voice.

"I'm sorry" he said again

I kept sobbing, his words didn't help that much. Due to the fact that I was remembering all the times I could've used this moment.

"Why? why did you have to leave me" I cried out.

"I didn't want to get hurt"

| A U T H O R S N O T E |
UNEDITED
Sooooo YEA , how is it so far ?
and how is everyone's summers ?? 
bc you know it's only what day 3 of summer break  for me and it's been lame

BRANDON OR ZION
💜- FOR BRANDON
💙 - FOR ZION
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