PRAY YOU CATCH ME | zion kuwono

Ch. 36

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I woke up , on the couch . Tangled in colson's arm. I had a major fucking headache and bits and pieces are coming back to me with what happened last night also i'm not stupid. I can put 2 and 2 together.

I woke up with no clothes on but my bra.
I tried to fix myself up a little so i looked atleast a little bit alright when he woke up.
Colson had nothing on.
So yea.

I rolled off onto the floor.
"Fuck" I thought to myself.
I didn't try or want to wake him up.
He's cute, i'm not gonna lie and I was drunk.
so that can explain why i did what i did i guess ?

Slowly but surely memories came back to me of what happened.

Of the dinner , of seeing all of the guys, of after i got home...

I can barely steady myself to get to the kitchen.
I stumbled. Before I hit the ground arms
wrapped around me and pulled me up.

I felt his breath on my neck and he placed his head on my shoulder. I tensed up.

"you should be careful next time" he whispered
While hearing the slow paces of his breath
& his heart beat rising.

"good morning to you too" I said while rubbing my
eyes. Laughing he let go of me.

"where's your medicine?" he asked

"down the hall to the right in the bathroom cabinet"

"you remember last night?"
he said while chuckling.
I could feel and hear his smirk all the way from
over here.
"yea i do" I said softly

i just want to sleep. my head is on 10"
I thought to myself. sort of hoping
he'll leave soon. Even though I
like his presence. I'm tired and hurting.

Colson came over with medicine and water.
"Here take this" he insisted. shoving the pills and water into my hands.

After taking the medicine, I laid down on my stomach. He sat by me and rubbed my back.

"I'm sorry about last night" I said giggling

"no need to apologize." he said.

We locked eyes and i started feeling all tingly and bubbly inside. My heart beating faster each second.
Why was I feeling like this?
He kept speaking but every time he opened his mouth I couldn't hear his words but I could see his mouth moving.

I think it's the hangover. I never had a hangover like this before.

I was stuck. Why suddenly I felt like this.
I wanted him to stop talking. To be quiet.

"alaya? Hey alaya? alayaaaa ? are you okay?" I finally heard him say.

"you're making me n-nervous"

Not realizing what I said. He gave me this confused look. Like he was mad.

"What?" He spat

"Nothing nothing , sorry" I said

We sat next to each other on the bed.
"Are you okay?" He asked grabbing my thigh.

I quickly looked at him , fast in a jerking motion.
There goes the feeling again.
What's wrong with my ass?

"Are you ready for next month?" He asked
He most likely got tired of asking me if i'm okay so he moved onto another question.

"Huh? yea i am"

"what designer wanted you to walk again?" Colson asked

"Alexander-" I didn't even get to finish he cut me off

"ALEXANDER WANG??!!? OMG. do you know who he is ?" he yelled

" 1. ow stop yelling. 2. no i barely know who he is. 3 it's not that serious." I said

"but it is, if Wang wanted me to walk i'd be so FUCKING excited

I laughed at him fangirling just like Nahmir did.
I wonder if he's okay , I never told him about the tickets.

I walked away from the conversation I was having with colson.

He looked surprised at how quiet i was being but i couldn't get over the feeling I had at the pit of my stomach. It felt like butterflies but times 10.

I walked to go find my phone. It was in between the couch and of course was dead. I walked back upstairs to my room and colson was sleeping.

I smiled lightly at his sight. His mouth half way opened , his chest moving up and down.

I walked and plugged my phone in the charger and laid down next to him. He turned around and grabbed me tightly , I tried to wiggly my way out of his hold.

"stop moving" he whispered in my ear.
I can feel the hotness of his breath and feel his chest against my back. This gave me goosebumps. His hands were wrapped around my waist. Pulling me tightly to him.

The feeling of him touching me is making me nervous.
Nervous if i'm catching feelings.
Nervous that i'm going to be hurt again.
Nervous that he doesn't like me back.
No stop thinking that I really don't like him.
But what if i do?
I don't. ~ i thought

i like his touch. I liked his kisses. I liked him by me.
This is bad. really bad.

I never fell asleep because of this thought of me falling for him ALREADY in my head.
be quiet. I thought to myself.

"Colson" I pushed his arm off me and was poking him.

"colson wake up!!" i lightly yelled

"huh" he said wiping his mouth and yawning

"i like you" i blurted out

"what?" he sat up quickly.

end song - if song is not ended yet !

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UNEDITED
well yep. This book is going on forever. I think i might end it around chapter 45 or so