Put flowers on the desk. (Soonhoon)

Day 49.

I woke up yesterday.

I woke up from the sound of hearing Soonyoung's voice.

I don't remember anything else other than hearing his voice reappear in my head.

I woke up and saw him staring at something in his hand.

At first when I opened my eyes I was completely numb. My eyes were blurry, but then I saw a bundle of blonde.

I couldn't breathe at first, but I got the hang of it.

My vision cleared and I saw Soonyoung. I saw what he was looking at.

I saw his movements.

I saw what he was about to do.

I'm still not entirely sure he knew what he was doing himself, but I spoke.

And when I spoke he dropped the object, and put his attention on me.

I felt like I wanted to cry, but I couldn't.

He started to speak, then he stood up and frantically cupped my face, I saw relief and worry coat his expression.

I smiled.

It's been a long time since we've seen each other..