Day 22.

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I slept literally the whole day.

Every time I do this I only feel even more awful because then Soonyoung stays in my room and waits for me to wake up.

But I usually never wake up to him here, which means I've slept an unusual amount of hours.

I never used to do that before I came here.

I woke up and forgot where I was and what was going on.

I hope they fucking figure out what's actually wrong with me for real, I want treatment to stop this torment. Even if he treatment could make me worse. I just want to know.

The good news is I have a whole collection of flowers from Soonyoung that I look at every time I get sad, which is frequently.

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