phan

Don't imagine

don't imagine dan and phil on their last night in the london apartment, lying in phil's shitty wicker bed and reminiscing about all the memories of the place that has sheltered them for the last five years, the good and the bad
don't imagine them facing each other and staring into each other's eyes, holding one hand in between them and giggling endlessly about the cracks and dents in the walls and floor due to the age of the building, and the ones they managed to make themselves over the years
don't imagine them whispering quietly to each other about how excited they are for the new place, and how much they can't wait for this next big step in their lives because as sad as it is to leave this place behind, many more amazing things still lie ahead of them
don't imagine them cuddling up to each other before they fall asleep, dan wrapping his arms around phil's waist and burying his face in his chest while phil rests his chin on top of dans head, rubbing the younger boys back- a position they've been in for thousands of nights, but it's the last time that it's happening in that particular bed, in that particular room, in that particular flat
don't imagine dan whispering into phil's chest when the older boy is fast asleep: "i don't care where we go; as long as i'm with you, i'll always be home"

(HOPE YOUR HAPPY WITH THE PHEELS 😊 I bought the black parade album today hebdhebxhsh)