King |Justin Bieber|

Chapter 17

                    |Sierra's P.O.V.|

The conversation built back up as Pattie bought up things from the past about when Justin was a child. Nothing like what he was now, back then, he was described as the most shy and innocent angelic little boy that loved to help everyone. What a joke was all I could think because now, he wasn't any of them things. And that was the truth and even he agreed.

Mid way through dinner I felt his hand slip back on to my thigh. I didn't think much of it as he always out his hand on my leg and it was fine because his hand was actually so warm and large I wasn't going to lie. But when I felt him move it further up my thigh I couldn't help but look down at it placing my hand on top of it to stop him from moving it. He moved my hands as he gently caressed the inside of my thigh moving his hand under my dress, I couldn't help but gasp when I felt his fingers against my inner thigh "Is everything okay?" Pattie asked as they all looked at me.

I nodded stifly, not able to speak when I felt him move his fingers past the piece of lace of my thong; provided by Justin of course, I felt instant contact of his two finger against my c*it, I bit down on my bottom lip to stop myself from making any noise, how was he dosing this so casually? And I couldn't even stop him because it would look weird just pushing his hand away, they'd no straight away what was going on seeing him move his hand from my lap. So I kinda just... Let it happen hoping I didn't moan at all.

"Don't make a noise kitten" he whispered in my ear before pulling away instantly he pushed both his fingers in to me slowly pumping in and out I held my mouth closed knowing I was going to moan as I dug my nails in to the tables edge looking over at Pattie and Jeremy who were lost in conversation.

"Justin-" "Shh" he said with a smirk as I felt my legs shake before he pulled his fingers away, I watched as he licked them like nothing had happened as he tried to look... Normal. "Justin, don't be rude, stop licking your fingers" Pattie taunted, "Sorry mom, but the dessert is so good" He spoke, his voice was deep and raspy as I blushed feeling him smirking at me.

A while after dinner Justin took me on a tour of the house before we went back to the front door with his parents. "Here, its cold outside sweetheart" Justin took his suit jacket off and placed it on my shoulder moving my hair out for my and letting it trail down my back I thanked him.

"Will you be seeing us soon Sierra?" Pattie smiled raising her eyebrows, "Of course, I'll bring her again" Justin answered for me as I nodded. "Good, well if was so great to have you both, we always love seeing you Justin, and now even more when you have such a beautiful, kind girlfriend with you" She kindly said making me smile at her nice words.

"She sure is" Justin smiled putting his arm around my shoulders.

She pulled Justin in to a hug before hugging me. "Good meeting you Sierra... Will hope to see you soon, you are clearly making our son happy so thank you for that" I was shocked by the kind words leaving Jeremy's mouth but I wasn't going to complain.

"See you soon" Justin said to his dad shaking his hand. After saying goodbye Justin took my hand tightly in his hand before leading my out of the house. He was right, it was really cold outside.

He opened the door for me before I sat down as he came over to his side, sitting down before leaving the drive way.

The ride was quiet, just occasionally he'd ask if I needed anything before we went home or if I was still hungry. To which I said no but thanking him for his concern. I believed firmly that Justin cared for me, more then a lot of people which was really nice to have... And yeah he may be incredibly attractive and was a funny guy, he still has things about him that made me think twice about sharing any feelings for him, especially when I keep remembering he's my kidnapper.

Once we got home, Justin went to lock everything up before I went upstairs removing my makeup and heels I went back to the bedroom seeing him walk in taking his jacket off.

"Excuse me" I muttered as he stood in the way of the closet. He put his arm around my waist and pulled me to his chest but not with any force.

"Justin I-" he cut me off by pressing his lips against mine, once again I felt the most sparks go off as we moved in sync, I couldn't help but kiss him back. It felt so right even though it was so wrong. He took my wrists in his hands as he moved them around his neck before in a swift movement, picking me up so I was able to wrap my legs around his torso he kept a firm grip on me as we moved in sync, his tongue in my mouth roughly moving as I dug my hands in to his hair gently tugging at it causing him to groan from pleasure in to my mouth continuing to walk to the bed were he laid me down on it, hovering above me he pulled away taking the ends of my dress and pulling it off me. In the moment I didn't think anything of it, but as we continued to make out, it got extremely heated once he unbottoned his shirt, and unbuckled his belt dropping his pants, we made out with love and passion as his hands roamed my body, making me feel so... Safe and guarded. But it wasn't right.

As he continues to suck on my neck I slightly pushed him back "Justin..." I stopped him, he looked up at me, his eyes dark from lust as he gently caressed my sides.

"Whats wrong?" He asked his voice was deep and raspy as he looked at me with worry, probably thinking something was properly wrong.

"I just... I'm not ready" I said to him hoping he didn't flip out, because seriously, my heart was racing and I wanted him... For some odd reason, but I did. But I felt so bad, I felt wrong to proceed with this knowing I might regret it or worse, not even want this to happen.

A small smile crept on to his lips making me confused as he chuckled slightly moving my hair from my face tucking it behind my hair. "Okay" he said making me even more confused. "Are you... Mad?" I questioned looking at him with confusion.

He shook his head "Of course not... If you're not ready then your aren't ready. Sex isn't just a thing for one person, I want you to enjoy it as much I do. I want to make sure you are completely happy with second of it and most of all, I want you to feel good..." I couldn't help but smile at his words.

"I'm not going to rape you sweetheart, if you don't want to do this yet, I will respect that, I promise" I felt relieved knowing that I wasn't going to be pressured in to doing something so big. I think I may have gained a little more trust and happiness towards Justin, just by this one occasion.

"Thank you" I whispered pushing my head forwards and pressing my lips against his as he smiled in to the kiss "I love you, so much kitten, I'd wait forever and a day"