DANCE WITH ME [Jenlisa]

CHAPTER 55

Yelling at the sky
Screaming at the world
Baby, why'd you go away?
I'm still your girl
Holding on too tight
Head up in the clouds
Heaven only knows
Where you are now

I was screaming non-stop finding out what happened. I was hoping to still see you and talked to you but I could only look up in the sky and cried out.

How do I love
How do I love again?
How do I trust
How do I trust again?

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost

I stayed in studio almost every night since you left. Like how I used to when I'm not okay. But it's different now. You weren't there to comfort me. To dance with me.. The only thing I could do is to imagine and dance with your ghost.

Never got the chance
To say a last goodbye
I gotta move on
But it hurts to try

How do I love
How do I love again?
How do I trust
How do I trust again?

It's hard to say goodbye however it is a reassurance of everythings gonna be okay. It's a way of telling me that you'd love me till the end.
So.. how could I find someone new if you're the only thing on my mind? I'm afraid someone will leave me again without saying goodbye...

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost

How do I love
How do I love again?
How do I trust
How do I trust again?

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost

Maybe the only thing I could do is to move forward. Enjoying the moment of dancing with soul I wish was there for me. I love you and will love you, my Lalisa..

2 YEARS AGO

Third Person POV

"Mommy, wake up." LA try waking up her mom.

"5 minutes, baby." Jennie said in husky voice and turn around.

"Nooo~" LA whined because his been waking Jennie for almost 15 minutes now and he kept on hearing those words.

"Just go downstairs and I'll follow." Jennie told him which he didn't agreed.

"You always says that and you'll be up when you realize you'd be late for work." He answered with pouty lips. "Come on. Momma Joy will come today. We will visit a very important person today, right?" He reminded his mom.