Love Is Medicine

CHAPTER 25

HANIA

"Hania?"

"Hmm"

"Do you trust me?" He asked,and he is looking at me asusual like he can read what I'm thinking.

He came to my room,i know he owns this place, but still having him here it's weird.

"I do" the words leave my mouth automatically, like they has to be.

"Good,then tell me what's bothering you..." He leaned back in my chair getting comfortable.

"I'm not leaving until you talk about it Hania, we've alots of time...." He rested his elbows on his knees.

I can lie easily, but I don't lie to anyone.

We sit here for about 10 minutes,both of us without muttering a word.

He leaves me no choice, rather than telling him.

"Did you have your lunch??"hania what's wrong with you...

He just nodded. I just hate him for this.....

After a few more minutes of silence,i started.

"I was in class 9th , when a boy crashed in my life claimed himself as my boyfriend... without my consent, started spreading rumours about me.... I was 13 at that time." I looked at him.

I know this all might sound normal, but not for the person who gone through this.....

There is no hint of judgement in him,he waited for me to continue.

"I go to school by a school bus me and my two other friends, I wanted all of us to sit in one place,so i decided to sit in the last seat.
I think after 5 days my friend saw a boy at bus stop and they exchanged there numbers through a common friend. They started a relationship."

I am taking time to process what I should i tell,i wish I can blurt out everything.

"After a few days,my another friend started dating,a boy who stands at the same bus stop. They were good in their relationships. And after a 2 weeks... I usually,sit at the window side..my friend's boyfriend friend was standing on the side of window.... where i usually sit,I don't know why he is standing there."

After a few minutes of silence, I'm taking time, because i never shared this with anyone.

"He said I like you can I've your number, Hamza clenched his jaw...,i rejected him immediately, because i never wanted a relationship."

"Due to their boyfriend's pressure,my friends tried to convince me alot...but I was firm on my decision."

The idea of committing myself to other person makes my skin Crawl...

"Basically I'm a private person,I want to live in solitude, I hate unnecessary drama, gossip, rumours and all."

"He used to stalk me everywhere, follow my every move.My life was a living hell, I don't like someone watching my every move it's just makes me uneasy.."

It is easy,than I thought to share with someone.

"Then one day we played truth or dare,my friends asked questions about, which I didn't mind to answer, they asked me if he is willing to marry me, I'll agree or not...,i said firstly i don't believe in this things,if my parents are ok with it ,I don't have any problem."

I can feel the intensity of Hamza's eyes on me

"He told my friends, that he is the person,who is going to marry me, he'll never let anyone get married to me....."