Love Is Medicine

CHAPTER 13

"Why??Due to your religion?". "No as I said I was not even religious before,I started practicing from last 3years "I answered.

"Then you are intelligent, beautiful and cute too surely there loss" she said.

"But you have to believe in such things too and I don't believe in them
Forever is just a myth Anvi".

"You don't even believe in marriage?? But how are you going to convince your parents??" She questioned.

"Well,yes I do believe in marriage but the thing is that it should be mutual and I'm seeing that people made marriage a joke, my parents are not opposed of love marriages, but they too know that it's difficult for me to trust someone with rest of my life. So you can say I really don't date anyone and maybe I'll go for the arrange marriage stuff".she was thinking just what I said I know it's difficult to understand.

"And if you ask me if have a choice then I would say,I have no plans of marriage at all, but I don't have it." I added.

"Oh my God hania, you have so many things going on, but you stay quiet "she hugged me again "you can talk to about it if you are okay with it " she added. I have to get used to her hugs

"No it's fine, I'm good" I replied. "So what did you decide for tomorrow?"

"I am going to meet him and end everything between us on a good note, I don't want to regret it."she answered.

"Good,because a person who values you would never disrespect you and never put themselves in a position to lose you" I stated.

After finishing my namaz i prayed for her guidance, I looked at her she was asleep, from past few days she was just crying the whole night.

And I was thinking about the things I have to do tomorrow,iron clothes for next week,clean the room, wash my hair, complete the book I was reading and the assignment.

I think I'm the only one who plans Sunday's not the rest of the week. I just go spontaneous rest of the week, but Sunday I need to know what to do.

I don't go out ,so Sunday is most productive day.

Every Sunday I wake up at 5'o clock and do clean the room till 7 in the morning and I read till 11 and watch couple of episodes of whatever series I'm watching. And I take a bath. After lunch I take a nap, iron my clothes and study for a bit and scroll my phone that's how my Sunday goes.

I think I need time to myself after a week long of socializing, I rarely go out,If I need things I order online or Anvita brings them .

And my friends ask me to join them on weekends,but it's not my kind of thing. I only showed up at Zain's birthday because i can't disappoint him on his birthday.

I checked her before sleeping, she was sleeping and I took my pills and went to bed.

I was so worried "If anything goes wrong please call me".

"Yes I will to tell you that I cut all my ties with that assh*le" she replied.

"I am serious Anvita" I told her.

"I know I'll promise, why don't you join Hamza and shahzain today you will get bored " she suggested

We spend our Sunday together,she doing skin care and watching Netflix and sleeping all day. And going out in the evenings.

"It's fine,I need to complete my work " I said.

And she left to Meet Siddharth her walking red flag ex-boyfriend.

I hate people who treat their partner badly and try to control them.

And I took a bath and had lunch but I didn't feel like taking a nap ,so I worked on the assignment and I remember I need to send the list of diagrams he as to make.

I quickly opened his contact and realised we never texted eachother.

Me: Hamza,it's Hania .

Here are the list of tissues that you need to make diagrams of .

It's 2'o clock in the noon don't know what he is doing, but he didn't replied me.

Instead of waiting for his reply, I picked up a random book and started re-reading a book called Right Move by Liz Tomforde.

Well I like to read books every sort of books, thriller, fiction,non fiction.

And I like fiction more because, when reading,we don't fall in love with the characters apperance. We fall in love with their words, their thoughts and their hearts ,we fall in love with their souls.

I wish the real world as that kind off thing.

I am too emotionally attached to fictional characters.

Cause in real life I can't deal or date with anyone

Yes I'm a romance reader , who is unromantic in her real life.