The Binding String

S E V E N T Y - S I X

Heyaa!!
Okay I am sorry for taking so many days but honestly I was hell confused how to deal with Ishita emotions. Although I have drafted this chapter but I am still not satisfied with it. So it's completely fine if you didn't enjoyed reading this chapter.

And yes, thanks for writing down your suggestions in thr last chapter. You guys are sweetheart 😘.

Love to all
Happy Reading.
Aarohi.

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THREE DAYS LATER
BHALLA'S
APARTMENT 20-B, TOWER-A

GULMOHAR ENCLAVES, NEW DELHI

She read somewhere a man will change his ways for you if he wants you this quote somewhere relate wirh her life but not entirely. Yes she has seen a new side of her husband in all these years but she don't know when he will stop running away after making her land in such condition where she is not in a position to make any sort of decisions. She looked back at the registered envelope and closed her eyes with a sigh of defeat, the revelation about Samaira wasn't enough that he also showed her the court notice he received a day prior to their meeting fixed to Vikram. Ishita reviewed the legal papers they received from the family court in regard of their divorce case.

"I feel Raman is prone to leave me alone in the critical situations. When I need him most, he disappeared." Ishita spoke to herself stating at the legal papers which state that they need to present themselves infront of the judge for their divorce case review. Ishita fingers tapped on Raman name and opened the voice note she received the day he left for Bangalore.

Ishita.
I hope you have received the divorce papers by now. I am sorry to leave you alone at this crucial time but I feel it was needed. I have received these papers few days back but I wanted to handover these to you only after confessing everything. Since you are aware with my past, I want you to take decisions by your own, without anyone's interference and pressure. I know my past actions are not acceptable and forgivable and hence whatever decision you will make would be welcomed by me.

Darling, my love for you is going to stay intact whatever situation may arise, I am with you. This time I want you to make choices keeping yourself as priority. Your happiness is all I want. I would be back soon.

Take care
Love, Raman.

Ishita tried not to cry but whenever she play this audio note she end up crying. What decision does Raman want her to make? Does he think she is mad on him and wants to leave him? Yes she is mad on him, if she got a chance to show her anger on him then she would be happily done that but now he left her alone to juggle with the situation as well as her inner turmoil. Her mind hates every fibre of him for being such a jerk towards her but what about her heart which have seen softer side of him, which have seen him repenting for his deeds with all his heart. This time he was genuine when he begged for forgiveness from her, his eyes didn't hold lies neither do his actions. They had their share of sufferings and sorrows but his actions weren't justifying either. She wanted to punish him for his deeds but even the mere thought of punishing him starts making her feel uncomfortable.

Ishita was unable to find peace anywhere, her heart was at constant state of restlessness, an anxiety was creeping her up all the time. From the last three days she realised she failed to find solace anywhere, and she don't know how long it's going to be last. She rested her chin upon the steel railing of their balcony and keep gazing at the moon in the dark sky. How badly she wished if Raman never loved her, it would be easy for her to leave him. Until she heard love makes you weak but today when she was standing at the crossroads, juggling to make choices she realised love do make one weak. The love and care Raman showered on her has restricted her to take any step. Her eyes longed for someone who can guide her but sadly she was unable to find anyone except Raman.