The Ust Files

No one else comes close

2nd year college ako nang makilala ko siya. Ang engineer ng buhay ko. Lagi kaming magkasama, nagkukulitan, lambingan.

Tinuruan niya akong maglaro ng billiards dahil napakagaling niya sa game na yun. Dahil sa kanya kaya ko nakakayang harapin lahat ng problema ko.

Akala ko laging ganun lang kasaya, hindi pala. Almost a year & a half of relationship, I thought we were going strong. Bigla nalang siyang hindi nagpaparamdam. Akala ko busy lang sa studies. One day, nagtext siya:

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Him: *insert name here* where are you? We need to talk.

Ako: nasa condo lang ako. Talk about what?

H: 30 minutes and I'm there.

Pagdating niya, unang bungad niya sakin ay nagbalik ang ex niya. Kaka-graduate lang nun ng hs from ust. And the worst part?

Binalikan niya. Na-realize niyang hindi pala niya talaga ako mahal. Na after all this time, yung ex pa rin niya talaga. But before niya pa balikan, nagsex na sila.

He cheated on me? More like he used me to get over that bitch pero hindi successful. Hahaha grabe!! How I wish that I was his first gf. His first on everything. I never thought that I'd hate him this much. But I hate him! Kasi hindi na siya babalik.

Kasi hindi na niya ako kayang mahalin kahit konti lang. Kasi hanggang ngayon mahal na mahal ko pa rin siya frown emoticon sana parang kay Popoy at Basha nalang love story namin, na sasabihin niyang kami nalang ulit. Hayy I miss him so much.

frown emoticonakikita ko silang magkasama sa bilyaran, ang sakit na nakikita ko siyang masaya. There was something by the way he looks at her, and he never looked at me that way frown emoticon 2 years after (present), mahal ko pa rin siya.

Jacob, kung mabasa mo to, I want you to know na napatawad na kita. And that I still love you. Sana masaya ka and wag na kayong maghiwalay. :)

Ps. Sabi ng doctor meron pa akong 5 months na natitira, leukemia. Guys sana pahalagahan niyo yung mga taong nandiyan pa bago pa sila mawala and sana lahat maging masaya.

Annabeth
2011
College of Tourism and Hospitality Management