Chapter 37: Meeting Him

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"The one KU made as my welcoming party," He continued. "I must say I'm impressed. You did well with the preparations."

I'm stopping myself not to burst my emotions out. I don't like getting compliments by someone like him. 

A murderer.

"Do I know your parents?" He asked. "What do they do?"

Taehyung stood up. "That's it-"

"Actually, you do sir. " I put a smile on my face. Just not the genuine type for all I care. "You guys were close as a matter of fact."

Jungkook stood up, too. "Jisoo-"

"Perhaps, you remember?" I stated, not leaving my gaze at him. "The name Kim Aera or how about Kim Chung-ha?"

His eyes widen in shock. And right after, I saw how his jaw tightened and then he plainly laugh out loud.

I stood up from my seat, my eyebrows furrows. 

"What the hell, Dad?! Have you gone insane!?" Taehyung shouted. "Why the fuck are laughing!?"

Mr. Kim immediately stood up and glare at Taehyung. "Don't you dare shout at me, you ungrateful man!" His nostrils flaring up.

He glanced back at me. "I see, you're Chung-Ha's little girl."

"Don't you dare speak his name in that mouth of yours." I spit every words like throwing  a dagger on his chest.

He looked at me, full of seriousness. "Why?"

"Why!?" I sneered. 

Why do he look so calm? Why isn't he getting mad like I am right now?  I forcibly close my eyes again, this is making me lose my mind.

"I can't believe this!" I pulled my hair in frustration. My breath was heavier than before. Those tears that I don't want him to see, falls miserably right at this moment. 

 "After how many years after that incident, how my father died in that accident? How my mother still getting treatment from depression because of it, I-"

"Aera's depressed?" He asked, his eyes looking worried? Fuck it, no he's not! "I didn't know that, she-"

"Yes! And it's all because of you!" I yelled at him. "You wrecked our family! You made us feel like hell!" 

"Y-you-" I heaved hard. "You killed my father!" 

My knees gave up, I sobbed hard as I stumble on the ground. I feel pathetic, weak. But I couldn't care less. I want to let it all out. I want him to know what he did. I want him to at least know what he feels. 

I stayed on the ground as I trembled hard as I've never been before. I gripped hard on my chest as it starts aching.

"Jisoo!" Jungkook runs towards me. He hugged me right away. "Shh, it's okay, it's okay" He keeps saying it again and again.

Taehyung fall on his knees, "Wh-what is happening to her?"

"I-I thought she's fine now," He answered. Panic was clearly visible in the tone of his voice. That made me in panic, too. I think I know where this is going.

"Jisoo, do you have some with you?" Jungkook asked. I know he's talking about the medicine. I shook my head softly. Talking about luck, huh? I forgot to bring one today out of all the other days that it wasn't even necessary.

Just today, when I badly needed it.

"Fuck, spit it out, Jeon," Taehyung yelled. "What is happening?!"

"She's having panic attacks!" Jungkook yelled back.

I tried to calm myself. But this time, I can't seem to stop it. I was crying uncontrollably. Then I realized, my past attacks never hurt like this.

I thought I was fine already. Why is this happening right now?

I looked up at him. He was just staring at me. Confused to what's happening. My vision went blur then suddenly my heart started racing.

"I-I can't breath" I managed to voice out.

"Oh my God, unnie!" I heard Lisa cried out.

"Jisoo!" Jungkook shouted. 

Just then, everything went black.

Just then, everything went black

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