AN: This is one of the endings. I'll post the second ending tomorrow
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"You want to have dinner with me?"
You asked again, unsure that you had heard her right. For the first time in a year, Mikasa was asking you to spend time with her outside the bedroom. You couldn't help but feel like it was a dream. You weren't lucky enough to have something like this happen. After your last injury that you had gotten on purpose, you accepted the fact that Mikasa would never treat you like her girlfriend. While it was only going out for dinner, this was a step in the right direction. It made you feel like things were going to be alright.
"Yes, I know that it's last minute..."
"I'll love to have dinner with you! When are we going?"
"Tomorrow night. We have a day off."
"Oh, right. What should I wear? Where are we going?"
"It's a surprise. Just wear something comfortable."
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While it wasn't a good idea to think that Mikasa would bail out on you, you just couldn't help it. After a year of her prioritizing everyone but you, you just felt like something would come up and she would cancel or even forget about dinner.
"Mikasa, you look gorgeous."
She's quick to use her scarf to hide her red cheeks and smile. The sight of it just makes you smile.
"Thank you, you look beautiful."
You give her a smile and thank her for the compliment. It was pathetic that you even wanted to cry over the simply compliment but you couldn't help it. This was the first time that Mikasa was actually acting like your girlfriend.
"So where are we going?"
"I thought we could have a panic near the cliff. It's quite beautiful outside."
"That sounds amazing."
X
It was surprising to see that Mikasa had gotten all your favorites. As far as you knew, she didn't know about them. You had a feeling that Sasha had been behind it but you didn't say anything. The dinner had gone well, Mikasa had actually given you her full attention as you told her stories. She didn't talk much but that was to be expected from the quiet girl.
Dinner was soon finished and the two of you headed back to the headquarters were Mikasa followed you to your room. For the first time ever, Mikasa had been the one to hold you. This time, you couldn't hold in your tears. This had been everything you had ever wanted. Mikasa's attempts to comfort you just made things worse as you cried even harder. It made her feel guilty for the way she had been treating you but there wasn't anything she could do but make it up to you from now on. She was going to spend the rest of your lives making up for the way she had treated you in the past year.
X
You couldn't help but laugh as you laid on the ground, waiting for the titan to scoop you up and crush you in his hands. You had been right, you weren't lucky enough for things to look up for you. You weren't sure what you had done to deserve such shitty luck but you were comforted by the fact that you had gotten a perfect night with Mikasa before you died.
Thinking of Mikasa having no one to comfort her made you want to continue fighting but there was no point to it. You had lost all your blades, your gas had run out and no one was close enough to provide backup.
You screamed when they finally grabbed you. This was it for you. When things were finally looking up for you, this had to happen.
"I love you, Mikasa"
You whispered as you closed your eyes and waited to take your last breath.
"(y/n)!"
You opened your eyes to find Mikasa rushing through the forest to get to you. Even with how fast she was, she wasn't going to reach you in time.
The last thing Mikasa saw before your death was a small smile. One to let her know that it was okay. You had accepted your faith.
X
Sasha felt her blood boil as she found Mikasa resting against your grave. She had no right. She had never cared for you.
"How dare you?!"
Mikasa quickly stood up, wiping away her tears as she saw Sasha approach.
"Sasha, what...."
"You have no fucking right, Mikasa! Not after everything that you put her through."
"She was my girlfriend! I have every right to grieve as you do."
Sasha laughed at her words.
"Your girlfriend? I think the correct word you're looking for is friend. That girl loved you. She loved you with all her heart and you used her. Not once did I ever see you act like an actual couple with her other than when she got hurt. You only went to her to make you feel better about yourself after spending the whole day dealing with your boyfriend."
"That's not true. I...."
"You what? Don't you dare fucking deny it. The poor girl had to resort to hurting herself so you could give her even an ounce of your attention. I never understood why that idiot gave you the time of day but she did. You should've seen the way she was during that time when she and Eren got injured. I can't believe you really said that to her, Mikasa. You really told your own girlfriend that she wasn't your priority?" She scoffs, shaking her head as she pushed her off. "That was cruel. She should've just ended things with you but she didn't. She kept quiet about it because she felt guilty for what she had done. All she ever wanted was for you to show that you cared for her. That's all she ever wanted. You just selfishly used her. Did you even love her?"
"I loved her! I just..."
"I don't give a shit. I'm not (y/n). I don't believe any of your excuses. As far as I could tell, you didn't love her. I hope you feel guilty for the way you treated her. You don't deserve any forgiveness."
Sasha knelt in front of your grave, placing the red roses besides it. She finally let the tears she had been holding in fall. She hated herself for never working up the courage to admit her feelings. She couldn't help but think how things would've been different if she had confessed.
