Sharing Sanjivani (Sanjivani - Life Saving Herb)

Intro & Chapter 1 - What should we do to be happy forever?

Sharing Sanjivani

Sanjivani is a herb that could Save The life of a dying person. I found Sanjivani from The BHAGAVAD GITA, a holy book having the essence of Vedas and now I want to share it with all the living on the earth. I'm in love with my husband ...my SUR...My god...And lost his physical existence on November 23, 2010. So my uncompleted GEET(song) is in search of my SUR (voice)in the universe and I selected this media for it...

You are going to find all the answers to your questions related to life on the earth and life after death. Would you like to accompany me in my journey in search of life to live happily 24*7*365 days and nights in any situation?

Come let's explore and share the Life-giving Sanjivani (knowledge) with everyone  

Chapter 1 - What should WE do to be happy forever?

I lost my husband the center/soul of my being and now I'm roaming in the universe of my own orbit. I don't understand how could one live without any center/soul? 'Kim Kartavyam Mam:' किं कर्तव्यम् मम् what is my Kartavya(Duty)? Duty a synonym of Kartavya(Duty) has a very narrow meaning. Everybody is doing duty when one is sincere about it but I think 'Kartavya'  carries a different meaning. It is said "Bhavna se Kartavya Mahan Hai" भावना से कर्तव्य महान है ।Duty is more important than one's feelings. If I have to talk about 'Bhavna'-feelings,I don't want to live but I'm breathing and I don't know why I'm living? Is it only because my religious sense believes in 'Rebirth' and I don't want to commit suicide?. .. My spirit won't allow me to retreat as I don't want to be a cowardly person in the worldly sense. I want to remain truthful because every now and then I taught my students and my children that one should never surrender to anything in any circumstances but to go on FACING AND FIGHTING without worrying about consequences or result or reward, without worrying about victory or defeat. Because just to 'face and fight' is the only mantra to exist on this earth for everybody. 'The Law of Existence is same for all living beings may they be humans, animals, birds or insects...so I don't want to go against what I have been teaching throughout my life and don't want to show all that it was just a plain lie.

Since 1985 I have been an inspiration to my students whenever they were depressed and sought solutions from me I advised and consoled them. Now God has put me in the trial box. I'm not ready for this but I don't want to behave and act exactly opposite to whatever I have said before. I have to accept my destiny and fight for the rest of my life alone with my soul-Sur in my heart.

For a long time, I have been thinking about VANPRASTHASHRAM वानप्रस्थानम्  but life itself becomes VANवन (forest) for me and that also without my 'SUR'सुर (Voice) just think it over how can Geet(song)exists without Sur. I'm now in SHOKVATIKA शोकवाटिका (depression). Moreover, I could not do any 'PRASTHAN' प्रस्थान (escape) from life. Our home lives in our heart and it was MANDIR मंदिर – a temple for us but now the murti मूर्ति (statue) of my GOD becomes invisible साकार to निराकार and mandir becomes ASHRAM आश्रम for me with my kids. So I'm here physically on this earth and spiritually with my 'SUR' wherever he is.

In the hours of the mental disaster and deadly depression, I turned to BHAGAVAD GITA and surrendered myself to it, translated it into Gujarati lyrics-my mother tongue to understand it better but I was not satisfied as I want to find out solutions to my situation. I could not escape from my dual parental duty and on the other side, I do not want to live without my husband. I was in the tight corner like Arjun on the war field of Mahabharat or like Helmet engrossed in the web of to do or not to do and I understand that only Jagat Guru Shri Krishna can drag me out from my dilemma.