Translator: rrrrhexia translations
Chapters: 35 + 2 Extras
Tags: ABO, drama, misunderstandings, jerk ML, Holy Mother MC, HE
Synopsis:
This is a story where you love me but I don’t love you. A sweet story about an alpha and an omega.
He did not cherish him in the past, wantonly trampling on the other party’s affection, cutting the other party with bruises all over. How bastard was he, that he was able to exhaust the other party’s affection, and the other party only requested for freedom.
Impressions: Need to replenish the fluff I got from QT: King's game because of this. Is there no fluffy ABO out there?
So our MC is an omega, he's timid and introverted cos of something that happened in his childhood. Our MC also has an Omega little bro who's a perfect little angel. ML is their childhood friend, he and Lil bro liked each other since young, and was going to get married, but Lil bro suddenly got an illness then died... Time skip, MC's an adult now, ML attends his party when MC suddenly went into heat, ML lost his reason due to the pheronomes and marked him. They got married after and started living together. MC has also liked ML since childhood and it can be said that his dream came true now but ML keeps avoiding him like the plague. After he went into heat again and became pregnant, their relationship had a small change and ML was even thinking of letting go of his white moonlight now. And then! Author-sama strikes again! ML finds an old doc stating that MC was a positive donor match for Lil bro. He felt like MC must've deliberately concealed it and let Lil bro die to get him. So he mocked and insulted MC (jerk! bastard! slag gong! Huhu..) MC is preggo and he rans away from home. He worked at a bookstore to raise money to buy nutrients for the baby and some suppresants. ML finds him months later (jerk! hmph!) and even blames MC that he doesn't seem to care that his petty anger is endangering their child. (But MC was really working hard for the baby :( ) MC faints and ML takes him home. They agreed that after MC gives birth, they would divorce. Laters, ML left on a company trip and MC went into premature labor. Cos he was sickly to begin with plus hasn't been.. uhmmm.. moisturized by his Alpha for months, the birth was difficult, he told his mom(?) that he left something for ML in case, y'know, he died. ML rushed home. The baby is born safely but MC is in a coma. He goes home and finds the signed divorce agreement from MC. He also finds MC's diary who are full of blessings for him and Lil bro and he was happy that he wad a donor match. But MC was allergic to anesthesia and his family didn't want him to take such a high risk to undergo the operation. ML feels like a jerk for assuming things (Yep! Jerk!) and he just cries and cries. Laters, MC wakes up and first thing he asked ML is about the divorce. ML evades the topic. MC wants ML to let go, he believes that ML only pities him and its probably cos of their child that he won't divorce him but the both of them are just unhappy (and its always MC who's getting hurt). ML won't let him go, so he leaves and works again at the bookstore, ML chases after him and brings the baby with him so he can't ignore him. Laters, MC went into heat again and ML asked MC to marry him during their xxoo. ML confessed that he has already fallen inlove with MC and MC agrees to be with him again but he always feels a little insecure in their relationship. Laters, they had a second little bun.
Hmm... it's too heavy (?) Lil bro's illness and then ML's jerk personality + MC's Holy Mother tendencies added a lot to the drama. I started liking it when MC was pushing for the divorce and ML was suffering (Hehe..) but in the end, he still forgave him (Tsk!) but its nice that its HE. Guess I just don't like jerk gongs. Hahahaha... I should look for a danmei with doting male lead tag for my next read :D